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Hey, this is Wan Ruqaiyah Nurminnurain's horrible page of boredom, emoness, happiness, memories, randomness.
You'll die here, because everything written here will eat you up, makes you think, and will break your heart.
Sincerely. :)
I'm 14 years old. Lives somewhere in Subang Jaya. I'm bipolar. Sometimes, too-hyped up, sometimes, too-emotional.
I have great friends and family. I like doing too many things.. I like cooking, baking, writing
stories, songs, singing, drawing, decorating, making things pretty, i like making a fool out of myself, i like acting, talking, crying without a reason.
and i get fascinated by things a lot. even little things
i shouldnt bother to fascinate about. Everything is wrong with me. ;P I'm self-absorbed, lazy, always hungry,
and i like trying new things and i like changes. I'm not constant. I'm persistent, and sometimes lucky. I'm impatient, dramaqueen, greedy and FAT. I like having
things my way sometimes. SOMETIMES. very straightforward, but dishonest. And i try to be friendly, so go on and say hi. :)
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hi, you. navigations on the left, yeah you know what to do. ;)
Hey, this is Wan Ruqaiyah Nurminnurain's horrible page of boredom, emoness, happiness, memories, randomness.
You'll die here, because everything written here will eat you up, makes you think, and will break your heart.
Sincerely. :)
that is what i had said the whole time through my TIRING journey to Tganu. Uhuh, the hardest part was the long car-ride. If you knew my family any better, we never actually take the airplane whenever we go to terengganu. So, yeah. Mosquito bites were also bad. And now my leg has scars because of my skirt. -.-
Today, I complained my heart out to Azman, andyesyes, he might come to New Moon. THANK YOU! SO MUCH! Gracias!
And then it was Aliah's turn to complain to me. Haha, i wasn't much help at first, but yay now she could view her blog again.
And she's over him.
good for her ;D
Oh oh oh oh oh oh. Tomorrrow i will see my friends again XD can't wait for that. But i cannot see Amira, shucks. =.=
It's such a funny sensation to be, so happy that you wanna die. Promises always were crazy to me, nut never was I so surprised. Minutes are longer when we are apart, your presence's more than I can handle. It's come to the point where I wonder if I could ever be luckier when suddenly I'm back at the core, thinking of her who had you before. Were you as good as we are, do you remember? Did you love her the way you love me? Is there a chance that there might be traces of her that you carry under the surface?
Lend me your ears, I would like to confess, I'm doubting that you could be real. By your side wearing a beautiful dress, I celebrate how good it feels
Say that you love me, say that it's true . I know that I want to believe you, but somehow silence speaks louder than words , I'm worried she's still on your mind. I know that I'm selfish I know that it's bad. I know, but it's driving me mad.
and i think i like M. No, not "M", but the letter M.
M stands for; Magic, Mornings, Myths, Mists, male (LOL) Mood, Moon, mother, mock, Monsters.
I have trouble to believe, that I was ever on your mind. It's getting harder to breathe, cause you left my heart on the battle lines. You played the game, you called the shots, you get what you want, but it's not enough. So I come to you, with a broken heart, gotta let you know
It's getting harder to believe, that YOU were ever on MY mind. It took a while for me to see Now I know that you were lying. Well, I played your games for long enough. I took all the shots, in the end you lost but you and me wasn't destiny.
From the start, it wasn't meant to be
Well, you never did care enough about me, anyway. So I guess it'd be best for both of us if I didn't stay. Well you never did care enough about me, anyway. Left my heart on the floor, now you know Gotta go my own way, I can't stay
I shut the door Cause you have overstayed your welcome
Oh bee tee double u, to that girl who you have CARED ABOUT your lipgloss is soo not glossy anymore xD
lol i was just joking.
P/S: i am hungry. I am looking for my ultimate all time boyfriend, the CHEE KERN. (Pronunciation- Chicken).
WednesdayWednesday, November 25, 2009back to top?
Greetings, dear readers. :) Today was simple, we spent the whole day at Aliah's house, which was awesome, we were online for a bit, eat DOMINOS Pizza , :) we also went to the park, and WOW i have a lot of secrets in my hands, and they also have mine. THE BIGGEST secret yet ;D
I don't know, i feel a little calmer as i told them. :)
We also went for ice-creams, which was awesome! (i ate Apple Sour) XD
Oh yeah, i talked to spence for the first time this year hahah! Kind of miss his pervy, dirty minds. :)
So I'm a little left of center, I'm a little out of tune. Some say I'm paranormal so I just bend their spoon. I mean, who wants to be ordinary n a crazy, mixed-up world I don't care what they're saying as long as I'm your girl. Hey, you are on my side. And they, they just roll their eyes
You get me. When nobody understands you come and take the chance, you look inside my wild mind never knowing what you'll find and still you want me all the time.When none of the pieces fit you make sense of it yeah, you do cause you get me
So what if I see the sunshine in the pouring rain? Some people think I'm crazy but you say it's okay =) You've seen my secret garden where all of my flowers grow. In my imagination. anything goes. I am all you want they just read me wrong.
Okay that's it. Don't know what else to say. Andddd Aidddaaaaaa is an awesome friend. :)
Boy talk Part 1
Wn says:
he's that type who doesnt show their feelings
hahahaha
A. says:
well u dont open up much either
Wn says:
hahaha!
A. says:
u guys hav trust issues
Wn says:
we're both stubborn.
=P
Boy talk part 2
(Before this, i told Aida that i hate that idiotic self centered freako)
Wn says:
yeah
A. says:
y cant he make the 1st move
Wn says:
he's slow
=.=
A. says:
i mean wats his problem?!
Boy talk part 3
A. says:
he shud respect u as a person
Wn says:
yeahh!!
A. says:
n not violate ur perimeters
Thanks Aida :D
and and,Amira couldn't attend the new moon thing =((( . it has changed to 30th :)
BTW; to you who we were talking about in the convo, i still hate you.
I had been pretty messed up lately. I've been hallucinating lately. I've been daydreaming lately. Oh I've also been smiling to myself lately.
Yesterday i wanted to post a new blogpost, but decided not to when i thought over what Aziq said to me when i asked why he didn't want to blog. "I don't think i have time to post everyday!" i told him, "You don't have to post everyday, Aziq", and he replied "Well, it seems you post everyday (Based on what i'm seeing on yr blog)"
Or something like that. Pshyeah.
Well, yesterday I went to the movies with Mama, KJnnh, Jaddid. We watched the Christmas Carol, (Sorrryyy Mai!) :) Well yeah It was okay, but it's kind of boring since i knew what was going to happen already, I mean,it's literature classic by Charles Dickens, who doesn't know that.
That night KNjh and also Jaddid played Sims 3, and they made their own clone. Which was funny, since we were arguing about it.
"Ei, Kak Najah punya mata lagi kecik lah." , "Ei Jaddid punya hidung lagi besar lah," and whatnot. I kept on laughing, the whole night. But they got tired, fell asleep and i had to continue where they left off while listening to Stevie Wonder.
So today I'm going outtt with Nadia to MidValley. :) Hope it will be fun (heck i'm sure it will be fun) :D
So i'll edit this later when i get back home.
BTW;
President Megat Ashran Nadiana Edora Sharifah Aliah Aziq Kamarudzaman Wan Ruqaiyah Marsya Maisarah Wan Amira Balqis Jillian Ng Low Yuen Min Deannaharen Natasha Roslan Wan Lukman Hadi Muhammad Azman Akmal Hafizuddin Siti Atikah Nur Hasheema
NEW MOON!. It's maybe going to be either on the night of 26th or 27th november, alright? Tell them to call (YANIE) for information and confirmation. :D
HAPPY THIRTEENTH BIRTHDAY ARYANI NATRAH! Have a good one and I love you! To Aliah, Nad, Yanie, Mai, and Amira, i miss you all already =(
Yay! So, most things don't last, everything needs an ending. So, yeah today was the end of school, and then the school holidays would start as usual. I went to school with Aina and Mai, and when we reached school, it was almost quiet, everything seem so creepy and for a moment there, we almost decided to go home. We saw Mr. Chok (I don't know how to spell his name), well, we were talking to him for a bit, and then we went to the Dataran where most people were.
The teacher was discussing with us which classes should combined with which, and when the teacher was saying "umm, Amiga dengan...", and then everyone was like, "Cyberlink! Cyberlink!" so in the end, Cyberlink ended up combining with Amiga. IT WAS SOOOO FUN!
We played Pictionary, i was teamed up with Amin Adam :) HAHA he was so funny. Azman paired up with Jillian, Lukman with Megat, and Aida with Yuen Min. Soon, everyone was almost winning, and Adam and I were like, at the start corner. But yeah, we're both Pros at cheating, so we did ;)
Akmal, as usual was teasing me and Aida. Oh yeah did you know Akmal has a big performance at Segi college near Summit? Azman told me he's going.
Then Aida, Azman and I were talking in accents, I was talking in French accent, Aida in British accent and Azman in Indian accent, which ended making me laugh so hard >_< It was sooo funny, so then i started interviewing him (sooo funny),
Seriously, everything about Azman is funny.
Oh there was this one teacher, who gave caps to the students, and Lukman wore this Power Rangers Ninja Storm one, which was so cool cause it was the Red one (His name is Shane), but i prefer Hunter, or Dustin. They were shocked, knowing i watched power rangers. :P Lukman also wore an extra watch from Hafiz as the morpher.
Well it was sad in the end, everyone was saying goodbye. =( I'm going to miss 2009 <3
P/s; Thanks Nuri for the Cupcake, you should make more for me :D
Pps; I like uncrumpled papers. I am obsessed to it, also Paper bags or plastic, i find it horrible crumpling good shaped smooth papers.
PPPS; The skin might be only temporary. It was SOTD and i was getting tired of the same one, imma use this one till i find a new better one kays. FridayFriday, November 20, 2009back to top?
click to enlarge and read the ridiculously awesome convo between Aliah and I, rofl it is sooooooo funny >_<
So, as you can see at aliah's blog (i just read them just now), and she posted her blog title as "As serious as monkeys about bananas", hahaha you can see em at the convo! prety amazing huh ;)
-Another info - I have 6 best friends. Aliah, Nadiana, Aryani, Marsya, Qasrina and Nadia.
There was that moment, when i tried to not cry. I don't know if i succeeded, but my eyes got a little bit teary in the end of the day. I was sweating, i was cupping my face with both of my hands, praying for the best for everyone.
It's not easy for some of them, even since the early morning, chaos filled the room, i remember someone crying, hugging me tightly, while praying that she'd get what she wanted. and she did. It was Tahanee. At first everyone put their calm faces on, but their heartbeat was so loud, so fast.. I helped them all, i said to them, they are going to be just fine. They nodded, but we all know, that they are doubting the possibilities, they are doubting themselves.
When the teacher suddenly spoke on the microphone, it was time for the results to come, I stood right behind the stage, to calm those who haven't succeeded. Those who have, they need to stand up on stage with big proud faces on.
Many people had come and go, and i remember, a few that haven't open their slips yet, a sudden tingly feeling were running through my body, and my eyes started to itch a little. They were so calm, so innocent yet so curious, and there were no goods or bads in my opinion, everyone had done their best.
I cried, really hard when suddenly a familliar person went behind the stage, and in my mind, a floating thought was saying "Oh no! He didn't make it?"
In everyone's opinion, he was the smart guy, he was what his parents had always count on, he was almost what every teacher had count on. People started surrounding him, asking him what he got and his answer was simple. "3A 2B.", I started crying just then. I won't tell you who it is, but yeah he's a great person. He didn't even cry. He wasn't even angry, yet he was standing stoned, looking at that piece of paper, staring at it.
I looked around the room, I see some calling their closest family member, some were hugging, some were waving their slips happily, some were crying in the toilet, some were just showing a disappointed smile.
Of course i made time to congratulate the people who had done a pretty amazing job.
"I told you you could do it!" i smiled to Tahanee, who then hugged me really tightly, saying how much she loves me HEHEHE
I told the same thing to Elissa, Mia, Husna, Anna. They got 5As and they deserved it.
I remember congratulating Azhan, who got good results as well, and he gave me one of his shy smile ^^
I also asked some of my close juniors how much they've got, but they crumpled the paper, saying that i've got my 5As, i wouldn't know how they feel. Trust me, i know. I know how it feels to fail in life, i know how it feels to be embarrassed, to feel trusted but once that trust suddenly shatters, people say how proud they are of me when they actually don't. But, look at the optimistic side, there are chances out there. And, and even if I DID got 5As, which was like a miracle and unbelievable, it doesn't mean I'm better than you, and even if you didn't get 5As, it doesn't mean you're not any good than any other people out there on the stage.
Whatever your marks are, people. Like the teacher says, this is only the first hurdle in your life when it comes to education.
"Life is hard, Live with it, and learn from it."
Sooner or later, you'll realize how awesome you are deep within.
"Once upon a year gone by she saw herself give in. Every time she closed her eyes, she saw what could have been. Well nothing hurts and nothing bleeds when covers tucked in tight. Finally when the bottom drops out, she forgets to fight.As darkness quickly steals the light that shined within her eyes, She slowly swallows all her fear and soothes her mind with lies. Well all she wants and all she needs are reasons to survive. A day in which the sun will take her artificial light, Her light.
And it's one more day in paradise. One last chance to feel all right, All right"
P/S ; These silly little wounds will never mend, cause he's my first mistake. But at least i can say, that i was not afraid. I loved you all the way, I'd pick a fool any day
PPS; I'll add up a new information about me on EVERY post so you'll know me better hahah.
- My favourite kiddy show would totally be Blues Clues, teletubbies and Power rangers.
Yes, blue dog, fat weird people and heroes in tight pants are awesome!
click to enlarge. These are all for Nuri! Cause she's too awesome and she forgave me for what happened earlier today! Sorry Nuri~~ and i still love yah!
I could go back to every laugh, but I don't wanna' go there anymore, and I know all the steps up to your door, but I don't wanna' go there anymore.
Talk to the wind, talk to the sky, talk to the man with the reasons why, and let me know what you find.
I could stand up and sing you a song, but I don’t wanna have to go that far. And I’ve got you down, I know you by heart, and you don’t even know where I start.
Talk to yourself, talk to the tears, talk to the man who put you here, and don’t wait for the sky to clear.
I’ll leave my window open, cause I’m too tired at night to call your name. just know I’m right here hoping, that you’ll come in with the rain.
I don't know what I'm feeling. It is all mixed up right now, a part of me feels really happy, a part of it upset and sad, a part of me feels really angry, some parts of me feels curious.
Maybe I'd be better on my own. No one ever seems to understand me It's easier for me to be alone But there's still a piece of me that feels so empty. I've been all over the world, I've seen a million different places but through the crowds and all the faces I'm still out there looking for you.
I write about the things I'll never know and I can't find a moment just to slow down. It makes me think I'll never have the chance to figure out what it's all about. So tell me what it's all about.
Where are you now? I'm trying to get by with never knowing at all. What is the chance of finding you out there? Or do I have to wait forever?
Btw, I love Nuri's sarcastic "Pfft yeah", and "NO" xD
Okay, off to sims-ing. MondayMonday, November 16, 2009back to top?
you make my dreams come true and I love all the small things that you do, like blink 182. you make my days go better and the way that the sun is shining through, its all because of you. you make me wanna dance cuz im happy but i just knew that I cant dance so im sorry in advance and you make the stars shine brighter and the way that the moonlight hits ur eyes makes me wanna be your girland I know its tough right now now but youl get it together and just know that I am here through all kinds of weather I wont ever leave your side day or night or whenever. But at this moment I just wanna say,
that youre a show stopper you are so hot and I cant get you off my mind show stopper youre a jaw dropper when I see you in the lights you make everything alright and I know that Id be fine if I had you
you make me feel like Im flying no one can stop me from feelin the way I do now no denying that you got me goin and now Im falling
I'll edit this tomorrow, when i have time or energy to tell you what happened tonight.
Edited,
So this how it goes. Um, i went with mai, and i was the only one without make-up hahaha. i have to tell you, Nad looks so much like Taeyeon in Genie MV.
Alright, ummmm. Well it was fun. End of story. Yanie looks so pretty! And one thing, i realized this. Aziq can dance! XD
okay what about the reunion? ISYRAF CAME! haha, also Harris, Najiha, Alisa, Azureen, Ryan Tung, Raiyan, Soon Weng, Poh Yee, and Reu Ben :)
it was so fun and funny! so i'll wait for the photos from naj okay? :D
Hello! Sorry i haven't updated. Well, i have lots to tell about what happened two days ago. I can't tell much about it, but yeah, i'll tell you some.
We went to Yanie's house, and she told some unexpected thing *keningkening. We slept over at her house, her mom bought some doughnuts, and aliah ate it, she said it was her first time eating dougnut in her life. EVER! I also ate Sarawak's laksa cooked by Yanie's mom it was delicious! :)
We watched Titanic, and it made me laugh seeing Aliah cry (since it was her first time watching titanic), it was my first time watching the whole movie too, but I've watched the ending a lot of times so i guess i got used to it so i didn't cry.
Before we went to sleep, Aliah and I had that talk, and yeah i cannot talk about it since it's all secrets. It's almost the first time i told almost everything to someone, and i am glad i told it to Aliah
Alright then we went back home, went to school and i was glad to see Nuri! But we weren't glad to not see puteri =.=
"She betrayed us!" Nuri laughed.
Well it went something like that. But then we went to class as usual. Before rehat was a little, boring and i was really cranky cause i was sleepy. But after rehat was a little more interesting xD
Too bad puteri isnt there.
Yanie borrowed me sims3, thank you yanie. But because of it, i got malas to write a new post, lol.
That was most of it, but yeah I AM REALLY SCARED. i havent told mama yet. I am going to miss 1 Cyberlink class, there was a lot of memories, the first day i was there, i was so quiet, but now they say that the class is going to be boring without my loud voice lol. I love 1 cyberlink :) Thank goodness there is no streaming. But the class itself is what im going to miss the most. The laughters, the angry teachers shouting, i could still hear it.
Good luck SPM-ers, especially to my sister :) Good luck, UPSR-ers, especially to my cousin saf, and juniors of SK USJ 12. and Harris haha
I realize your laugh is the best sound I have ever heard I like the way I cant keep my focus I watch you talk, you didnt notice I hear the words but all I can think is we should be together
Every time you smile, I smile And every time you shine, Ill shine for you
When a girl is mean to you after a break-up she wants you back but she is too scared she'll get hurt and knows you're gone forever when you catch a girl glancing at you she wants you to look back and smile When u break a girls heart she still feels it when you run into each other 3 years later When a girl is quiet millions of things are running through her mind When a girl is not arguing she is thinking deeply When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions she is wondering how long you will be around When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after afew seconds she is not fine at all When a girl stares at you she is wondering why you are playing games When a girl lays her head on your chest she is wishing for you to be hers forever When a girl says she can't live without you ,she has made up her mind that you are her future When a girl says, "I miss you," no one in this world can miss you more than that
i don't care if you say "Wan you updated today already, and you want to again? for the third time?" well yeah I think the previous post was far too short, and i just NEED to tell someone something, even if it means telling it to a blog which no one reads. :)
Well, i started the day with cold-faced and a yawn, went downstairs to search for something to eat. Yes, the first thing i asked myself today was "Where's breakfast?" (Speaking of it, just now mama and i went grocery shopping at Carrefour 19 -even if i tried to avoid going-, well yeah i bought lots of stuffs i could eat tomorrow morning, sadly i have to go to Aliah's house early, so maybe i need to find something easy to prepare),
Went to school as usual, automatically smiled as i see Puteri coming towards us, cause she hasn't come for ages. Puteri asked me "Nuri didn't come?" and do you know what i said?
I bet you don't, well i said "No, i feel bad after dragging her to school yesterday." Puteri laughed. Oh by the way, can you remind me to choke Yue Qin to death? She said she's come today but she didn't! And did you know that i was wandering around the world wide web reading people's blog, and when i went to Deanna's, i clicked on a few random list, and lookie lookie, i saw Yue Qin's page. She didn't even tell me she has a new blog =.=
Moving on, today was... how should i say it? A little confusing, i still haven't make a decision, i just cannot choose. =\
A few hours ago, when i was texting Aliah, I suddenly remember why she's still my coolest best friend. :)
We were talking about plans for tomorrow, i told her i have to come to her house at about 8, and we'd both go to Yanie's house at 9:30, well here is the text conversation;
(Blue is me, Aliah is Purple)
Aliah u going to yanie's hse tmrw?
Haha, how did you know? and yeah. Are you?
Yea yanie invited bt what time are we going?
Haha, Im going early. Around 9.30 to 10.
Yre going with yr mum?
No, I'm going with my dad.
Oh cn my mum send me to yr hse early and go tgthr? Cus my mum's class is at 9 so she have to go early
Aww i like that. Can can, best friends :)
Haha bt i think i'll be there quite early nvm i'll wait fr u to get ready kays. And yes, best friends frever :)
Haha. I wake up early lah then. And yeah, i love you bestie :)
Me too bestie 8) My mum said she have to be on the road at 8, so i might be there at 8.10 haha i kesian you, you have to wake up early.
Haha it's alright, :) for you, i will wake up early.
Haha thanks *hugs* i'll text you tmrw k.
Haha you're welcome, :) but if im not awake, my mom will be. Haha i'm just saying if.
Haha, alright, I'll hanf out with your mum ;)
See aww aren't we just so close ;) yeah right! We had been having our silly fights lately. Well, we've been friends since standard 3, so we understand each other a lot :)
I can't wait to go to Yanie's and see her plans for her partay :D
i just need those up there to cheer me up from this dreadful day.
Hello, dear readers, or shall i say, bored readers. I came to notice that people only talk to me when they are bored. :)
Well, today there isn't much to tell even if many had happened. Well, Yanie gave out invitations already, and tomorrow i need to be awake about at 6 to get ready to go to Aliah's at 8 :)
What will happen, when a girl likes a guy, but is close to his best friend, realizing the guy likes the girl too, but the best friend likes the girl, and another girl hates the girl because the other girl likes both of them and is very close to both guys?
Complicated? Let's start over. Hmm.
A & C = guys
B&D= Girls
A&B&C = Best friends.
D likes A, but very close to C, A&C likes D. B likes A&C which makes B hates D.
trust me, i am confused as you are. Hahaha, but yeah.
There was no Parade, no lights flashing,no song to sing.
Romeo said to Mercutio, Is love tender thing? it is too rough, too rude, too boisterous and it pricks like thorns.
Then Mercutio replied; If love be rough with you, be rough with love; prick love for pricking, and you beat love down.
like an apple on a tree hiding out behind the leaves I was difficult to reach but you picked me. like a shell upon a beach, just another pretty piece I was difficult to see but you picked me. MondayMonday, November 09, 2009back to top?
Jennifer's body might be the scariest thriller i've watched (okay so i've only watched two thrillers which are Jennifer's body and Obsessed but so what?? ahha). So don't watch it, seriously. I was shutting my eyes and covering my ears the whole time. And i also hit Nadiana's shoulder for quite a lot of times. I should have watched kiddie movies like the something something with a chance of meatballs. or better yet, Time Traveller's wife cause i want to watch it so bad. But maybe I'll wait for Yanie :) Speaking of Yanie, i still haven't quite chosen an outfit yet, but i'm getting tired of last minute decisions, so I need to decide what to wear right now, so please do remind me to find something black + White + Purple :)
Aliah, Mai didn't come, so it was only the both of us, Nad and I, accompanied by some of the guys (and it got pretty awkward at first, and the middle, and the last, pretty much the whole time), so we also hung around with Yanie who came for a short while, and we ran into Sheema, Natasha, Jill, Aina, Batrisyia who said that Ayu was also there, but we didn't see her. I don't know if it is a good thing or not =\
Anyway. yeah. Nad and I got fedup with two little people. It's a "who" and a "Whowho", :)
I ate quite a lot today, started with McD with them (Nad decided not to eat). Then we watched movies, i kept on passing my popcorns to nad, who passed it to Haziq (Nad and I were too scared and our hands shoook so madly and the popcorns kept on popping out) So, that was the reason behind the unfinished popcorns. Haziq also accidentally dropped his box of popcorns (or was it the person beside him?), anyway yeah. I also ate KFC with Nad who was hungry and also her sister and her sister's friend. Nazri did this type of magic with his cards, i have to think of numbers between 1-60. Obviously i chose 22.
We got home later on, got me tired and gunry so i ate again. :)
You make me feel as if I'm underwater, with my brick-like-feet.
Herlo :) today i have to say is really funny. Even if it was a little boring, but I still survived. Started the day with Nad and Mai, we went to USJ 12 park and sat under the pondok while waiting for the rain to end. Then we got ready for school, went to school with them and i sat on a bench with Amira while she waited for her D, and i was just bored so i accompanied her, it turned out to be fun!
:) then we had the chaotic pemberian or penerimaan sijil or whatever. My palm turned bright pink after all the clapping and cheering. But soon after that we had to go back to class, =.= Nuri, Yue Qin, Puteri didn't come, so i had to hang around with Huay Ling, Wenting, Christina, and i taught Ze Yen, Jie Sheng and Xiao Cong japanese :) I also chatted with Harry, Yong Jian, Choon Kiat, Shannon etc etc
I actually passed Amiga's class for quite a lot of times, waving my hands enthusiastically at them while mouthing words such as "HELP ME" haha.
Oh yeah! Akmal and Azman were being incredibly funny, XD
I went to Subang Parade just now to eat dinner at Nandos. I am tired and full.
I never promised you a ray of light, i never promised there'd be sunshine everyday. i gave you everything i had, the good the bad. I always said that i would make mistakes, i am only human and that's my saving grace. One thing is clear, i wear a halo when you look at me.
Happy 40th Anniversary to Sesame street, and i want to have this chance to say I miss you, to my ex-boyfriend, Cookie Monster - *winkwink to Yue qin (His new girlfriend) xD*
I know that you don't wanna talk about it but I gotta put it in your mind, I feel like we've been through this maybe a thousand times.I feel like we've been going round and round in circles oh why, we gotta put this behind us. Baby, listen to me, please don't walk out that door cause if you ever leave me I'd be lost, I'd be going crazy cause I don't want nobody else I just wanna be with you . You're the only one who completes me baby. You're the one who makes me whole
Why is it that everytime I looked in your eyes I see something wrong, insecurity. when all along I been trying make it right keep us going strong, loving you faithfully
this was what i had in mind the whole time i was suffering today. "Life is a struggle, live with it and learn from it."
i cannot write long enough to define the day to make you feel your life is much better, or to think that you can laugh at me, but yeah, maybe some other time. :)
Yes, i hate today, as much as i hate exams.
I don't know what to wear at Yanie's party =\
where do you go when you're lonely? where do you go when you're blue? where do you go I'll follow you, when the stars go blue.
So now, I’m going to meet you, that’s what I’ve decided. This song in my pocket I want you to hear it. Softly raising the volume I’ve already tried and made sure oh goodbye days, now, there’s a feeling of change up until yesterday, so long. because there’s a clumsy tenderness beside me with you I hand the other earphone to you, it flows slowly this moment
are you loving well? even though you lose your way sometimes if possible, I’d want to not think of any sad thoughts but you’ll show up, right? that time, with a smile even if you could say something like, “Yeah hello!! my friend” that’d be nice
when we’re singing the same song be next to me, I wish I’m glad I met a clumsy tenderness
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I want to wipe away the moment, but I want to cling to it all the same. I don't understand myself. No one has a second shot at life. I could try to hide in a strange town, but I'd still be full of doubt.
I want to escape from my childish urges, I'll just keep wallowing in excuses if I don't. If I follow the scraps of my memories, I can return to those innocent days, Like a little girl in another life.
I dreamed a world in my childhood. I was born to make it come true. I'm a baby, and I want to cry. But if I have to take this pain, to make my dreams come true, It's not so bad... If life itself is a battle, then I can only win or lose. Even I get that.
All this pain makes me want to cry. Now an urge to chase tomorrow springs up.
I want to live on the right path. I just want to live on the right path. Like that boy, long long ago.
I don't want to trip over people's words. I don't want to be a confused little kid. The future has its own promises. It's all right if I can't be a kid again. I might be afraid of Tomorrow's Way, but Life is a one-way street.
I dreamed so many things as a child, I was born to live up to them all. I'm a baby, but I won't cry or whine. If I have to take a little pain to make my dreams come true, It's not so bad at all...
That song gave me the chills, cause it reminds me of so many memories about last year. I think at the moment, i only like Yui's song , i do not like the other japanese singers.
I remember stormy weather, the way the sky looks when it's cold. And you were with me, content with walking, so unaware of the world. Please don't drive me home tonight cause I dont wanna feel alone. Please don't drive me home tonight. cause I don't wanna go. Tuesday morning, in the dark I was finding out, who you are
And if you turned around to see me and I was gone,you should have looked outside your window cause the sun was coming up
Please don't drive me home tonight. 'Cause I dont wanna feel alone. Tuesday morning, in the dark We were finding out Who we are
Today was funny. I was playing Uno cards (which Jaddid bought and it was ben 10 in PINK), we played "speed", and then suddenly Jaddid asked me.
"Kak Qai rasa hari ni hari percintaan tak?"
i was shocked by the question, and asked him why he was asking me that. He was hesitating, if he should answer my question, but after about 15 seconds, he said "Kawan jaddid... orang yang dia suka kasi nombor telefon."
i almost laughed hearing that, since he seem so serious about it and he's like, eleven. Anyway, Jaddid was asking me if i had a boyfriend, i winked at him, and nodded, (haha, liar.), but he believed it, and i asked him if he was jealous, he said "Buat apa Jaddid nak jealous, jaddid bukannya gay"
HAHHAA
and i asked him if he has a girlfriend, he denied so many times, until suddenly kak wai (who was on the bed, and at first i thought she was sleeping) kak wai said "Sebenarnya, I am Jaddid's girlfriend", and she laughed.
"Who do you think Alina (the main character) would end up with in the story? Her crush or Aiman?"
-W (the author)
"I don't know."
-M (the reader)
"I don't know, but I am pretty sure she's going to end up with Aiman."
-W
"And did you know, the story is based on a true (almost) story? *wink*"
-W
BY THE WAY, Kak Najah i know you're reading this =.=
i have no time for you now, i have no where to go now. i don't know what to do now.
I don't know why, is it because i am being ridiculously unhappy and miserable, or the fact that i have a throbbing headache at the moment. It wasn't my fault. We went to the outdoor theater, and it was raining, so we had to bare with it, and we even had to sit on the wet carpet, which was really uncomfy.
Yes, i am being naggy right now. I am hungry, sick and i just can't wait till the day arrives. I need to sleep to make myself feel better by the morning, so i hope i can really wake up with a bright smile on my face.
My story had developed really well so far. Alina has 2 guys to choose, the guy that made her heart flutters, but always makes her cry, or the guy who had always makes her smile and treats her really well.
who would you choose?
I always had time for you, but now i am not as sure as i was any longer.
