the pleasure is not mine.

oh yeaa. i frgot. since mama liked autobiographies, she evn borrowed DAVIDBECKHAM
and i actually read it. but only a bit. hahahaha. i can't believe i did. but whtever laa. :D

till then, see ya.
Tuesday Tuesday, January 20, 2009 back to top?

NEW POST

oh yes, a totally jolly well new post is hereeee. :)

qai baru habis baca buku WITCHES. i know, this is like totally the hundredth time. jaddid borrowed Roald Dahls creations. ummm, most of them had been read by me. so i planned to read only the BFG since i haven't read it. yg lain i had. but i ended up reading witches. mama also borrowed some other books like, Kiki's Delivery service, the one in the Studio Ghibli, i watched the animated movie already, but i didn't know that it was originally from the 'whoever- it- is- author'. other than that, there is also peanut's book SNOOPY. oh yes, it reminds me of izwan's GF. hahaha. mine is POOH BEAR, mind you! i know, im daft cause wen i found out he liked 'snoopy' i thought it was actually snoopy. the dog snoopy. that is why i made up the pooh bear thingy just to stay in the same page. but then have i found out he liked a girl that he call snoopy. since then i dh tk panggil pooh bear. no, what i meant what i still like pooh bear pooh bear but as a pooh bear. not someone i call pooh bear. get it?


anywaay, i dreamt last night jugak, almost as stupid as kak wai's dream but only, much better. it was about the fanmeeting. but it was a different kind of fanmeeting, you know. like, umm. kan fanmeeting usually like a fan asking for the celeb's signature or take a picutre with them. but not this. it was like, DBSK chose a few people (and i was chosen, kak wai wasn't. haha the best part!!) and then we proceeded to another room, the other fans that wasn't chosen left. and then we all played toegther two days in a row, yea like hella fun.

kak wai's wasn't fun at all. kak wai's dream last night was about the fanmeeting, and then she cutted the line and jumped to the front and then asked for a poster from JJ. it was a total waste for a fanmeeting right??


eeeeh, stop talking about the fanmeetings already lah, it's just frustrating

ciaooo.

-wan the fool-
get it? wonderful? wan the fool?

nevermind, just forget it.
Tuesday, January 20, 2009 back to top?

Asarabiya. :)


Sunday Sunday, January 18, 2009 back to top?

i just knew it.

:D impossible! seven more weeks, if you count roughly. nooo !
so long -_______-

I JUST KNEWWW IT.
i knew tht i wouldn't stand it.

why try when you already know the result. today? harini i have to write at least three pages of essay. horrifying aite. i don't know how to sayyy it laa. like i said all the time, i always keep things to myself.

ehh you know what? like Goo Jung Pyo in Boys before flowers Korean Version said "it's better if regret something you did rather than regret something you didn't do."

i think it's true. but what's more true is that it's better to not regret anything at all. but that would make you cold hearted.

speaking of it, i read kak najah's book tales of beedle the bard by jk rowling last night, after all these weeks that it had been here, only last night did i read it. :P

i skipped dumbledore's note, not trying to care about it. :DD

it was terrrying when she wrote about the warlock's hairy heart. it was super duper crazy.
tptp, nowadays i like la psychological thrillers, or what ever it is. it's sometimes so cool, cause eventhough how crazy they are, they're still so smart.

oh gosh. why am i writing these rubbish?

pooft.
Thursday Thursday, January 15, 2009 back to top?

oh, now i can see you.


since i'm not going to sleep, i'll torture you more and more. i took the picture from kak jannah's blog. oh yes. stalking is entertainment, don't get me wrong, i don't stalk people nowadays ;DD

viewing blogs and myspace profiles is just so damn entertaining,just by viewing, you'll know what sort of people they are. that is why i am concerned about my myspace profile. not for my blog cause nobody barely reads it.

:D what? blogs are supposed to be read, right?

what's wrong with me reading theirs??

:D like diannes or fara's or kak najah or kak jannah and etc etc.

the links yg i remember are kak j's www.diplodocus-itu-rad.blogspot.com and kak najah's random-word-vomit.tumblr.com

oh no! they are going to kill me. if they read la. they think that it's scary if people read their blog, eheyyy they ada byk viewers. so, too late to turn back now.

shoosh. jgn bagitau diorang :)

WANNNN
Thursday, January 15, 2009 back to top?

what a small world

hello. i just made a promise with myself. i'd like myself to not care about her anymore, yes, she reminds me of someone. and i think, by the way she writes made me wow her more. she knew people i knew and mostly, the thing about her that made me wow her is she doesn't know me. oh yeah. so i've been lonely and alone, and i don't like it. diorang dh busybusy. like i used to say, busier than bees.

last time i used to kill time by watching you are my destiny or post blogs or write more stories. (that reminds me, i haven't finish my latest). but i skipped you are my destiny to the last episode, and so i know i've ruined my mood and i don;t think i'm able to watch it. post blogs? i'm doing it now and i don't think it's working since im writing about it. write more stories? i tried, honestly, i tried and i think writing stories tht are related to me doesn't work either. and if i chat with other people pun it's not like they always online. so all these problems are getting on my nerves, no, everything is getting on my nerves. everything. the fact i have to study alone, the fact kak wai always play the comp at night and so i haven't been able to chat with my friends since they balik pun malam. the fact that i am getting lazier and lazier each day and the fact that i'm not good enough.

i've been viewing lots of other people's blog and btw, some of them are seriously awesome at writing stuffs.

oh yeah, i smell jealousy too. and he said jealousy kills. and he said i always get jealous. humph, his 'know-it-all' thinking get on my nerves too.

:( so if you have any idea to give me and tell me what i can do on my free time, contact me ASAP.

i'd be jolly glad to do it. i think.
Thursday, January 15, 2009 back to top?

:DD

sorry i havent been able to update my blog! i've been watching this korean drama online, YOU ARE MY DESTINY. it wasnt so bad. even wancik watch the drama on youtube. it had almost 200 episodes, so i might not be able to post often!!

i've been talking a lot with Aiman, aznur, emir and fatin. weird kan? a minute you don't talk to them, in another minute you became close. haihh. but im glad at least im entertained by their wittiness. alggooo. Okayla bye
Tuesday Tuesday, January 13, 2009 back to top?

miura<3

so i watched bloody monday with kak wai, it was gila awesome. :D
Saturday Saturday, January 10, 2009 back to top?

DongBangJunior

:) oh cus i don't know. i don't know what he's after, but he's so beautiful. such a beautiful disaster~

i definitely gt cheered up by DBSKs funny videos. :DD
Thursday Thursday, January 08, 2009 back to top?

Wnderful!

hahahaha. i saw some of my juniors (i knw, sounds weird rite?) blogs. they mostly put pictures, and they do all sorts of fonts and colours. it was nice. i realized after tht that my posts are nothing like that! :D

i guess i had no time to change all the fonts and this computer have no interesting pictures,

i'm still quite a camwhore, mind you.

*i always write "mind you" because Roald Dahl always does*

and then i saw the pictures they put, one time my heart raced so fast :D

;) jengjengjeng

Wantastically Wan.
Thursday, January 08, 2009 back to top?

establishing memory

okayy, so harini qai nak cerita.. waktu tu i dreamt about something that i think i shouldnt have. i had two dreams last night. both were horrifying but good in their own way. :D

i was at school. high school. i was new, and i was in the same class with few people, which was awesome. my first day, someone wasn't there. second day tht person came, but didn't notice me. i was so mad. :DD third day he still didn't notice me. that person was with the chinese people like yu hao (dnt knw why he was in my dream) and deanna, nina, etc. and then tht person asked my friend when i'm coming to school. so i guess, that person too, was searching for me. i am not sure who that person was! i hope when i get back, if the same thing happen, i wanted to see who that person is! ;) and so, suddenly i saw that person somewhere at my table in the class.. that person was writing someting on my notebook..

that person realised i was there and went away. i got to my table and looked at what that peron wrote on my book. that person drew a big animal (frgt wht it was) and wrote japanese writing.. in my dream i remembered that i chatted with that person and taught tht person how to write japanese... :D

but in real life, i didn't teach anybody japanese, mind you.

the second dream had nothing to do with all this. i didn't even know the people there. but what i knew was it was really scary :D

anyway!! i kept thinking about my dream. who is that person?
Thursday, January 08, 2009 back to top?

Bosanday

Hello

qaiqqaiqaiqaiqaiqaiqai baru balik dr japanese class. it was okay la, something i wouldnt want to do. hehehehe.


Wednesday Wednesday, January 07, 2009 back to top?

so bday qai dh habiiiss.

mcm tu je.

anyway i LIKEY my new blog! :D
Wednesday, January 07, 2009 back to top?

hello, sementara qai tgh bosan, why not qai ckp??

i'm waiting fr people to online. susah la skrg since diorang dh prgi sekolahh.

i didn't get to talk to them yesterday (except fr izwan, fatin and nazirah)

dang.
Tuesday Tuesday, January 06, 2009 back to top?

happy birthday

so today we went out, first to the library to return books and to borrow a couple more books.
i was fine just then.

then we went to KFC. we bought chips and drinks and we ate for less than a minute like piranhas

after that, we went to Lala garden, which is a shopping centre, i bought a pencil and an elephant pencil box. and that was it.

i don't expect to much this year, okay quite wrong, i did expect something. at least SOMETHING that i want. i'm not complaining, it's just that i just knew tht i'm going to have money instead of presents. but, good enough i guess.

many people wished me happy birthday at Geni. ayah lang asked me if mama baked a cake, i said no, she didn't. for a moment after that i regretted and felt bad saying it. i didn't know mama wanted to. tonight.

anyway, tht is all for my birthday. normal, not REALLY happy, but not dissappointed as well, like i said, i didn't expect too much.

because i'll end up letting myself down. i need to make myself happy for a change sometimes. so since mama asked me to buy at least something from Lala garden (which i did, that ELEPHANT!) but i pretty much didn't, i thought i might spend it up somewhere else, perhaps Malaysia or at the airport since there are so many cool stuffs there and Malaysia have more cheaper things.

oh well.
Tuesday, January 06, 2009 back to top?

looby person speaking.

so we went out to buy some snacks, while i try to bike all the way there. of course la, once in a while i have to exercise, if not i'd be a brobdignagian. but of course on in a imanely way. if you know wht i mean. even mama said i was a bit of a zaftig.

slap me, because i also bought food. i know i want to save money to buy something like a lavelier.
but i can't yet give up on food. HEHEHHEEHEH.

and you know, since i've been here i've never seen any buskers. i've seen people holding whatever they call it tepi of the road. but that is not a busker.

nowadays i posted so many.. and sometimes i still don't know how to express myself. some things are just ineffable. you know? because like i said last time, i can't express myself.

i searched up some quotes and wise sayings, i just need to find something to write on my blank bag. -.-

thts all for now. ciao.
Monday Monday, January 05, 2009 back to top?

i don't miss you at all

you know, i won't be hiding things so much anymore.

and truthfully, i do hate themm.

but hate isn't the opposite of love. indifference is the opposite of love, because if you hate, you still care.

and i do try to forgive them. because like some people say ; Sometimes you forgive people because you can't stand losing them in your life





Monday, January 05, 2009 back to top?

asyik title je

correction of the latest blog : ale is able.


and oh yea, let me tell you something. kan qai ckp qai dh pndi sikit hiragana?

well

i only know

A, E, I, O,U, KA,KI,KU,KE,KO, NA,NI,NU,NE,NO,TA,CHI,TSU,TE,TO,HA,HI,FU,HE,HO

and others ada lai kot..
Monday, January 05, 2009 back to top?

in holb aynup iaq

Yeay, hari ni qai dah pandai HIRAGANA, but only 30 je. still working on the rest, and Katakana. Kanji? no wayy hozayy

so harini diorang baru nak start sekolah! mesti scary + best. yelaa, you can see your friends. and your new teachers and also your new classmates. i hope i know anyone, i beg of you, anyone i know.

i know i can make new friends. but new friends are scary la. over all, i hope it will be fun at the same time. so i edited my profiles. Myspace and friendster. it was okay la. friendster, not really my type of design, but i know the old me must have liked it if i did it sooner. mana la org tau nak cari layouts kat mana, and plus. i was too lazy la.

my myspace profile, i like it. a lot. i know i know, i mmg selalu like my myspace profile. :))

my blogspot punya profile pulak is kinda like, something i don't usually edit. i usually write je. ye la, dh write pun susah, apa lagi nak edit. tht wd be so troublesome.

eheh, kan diorang sesi petang kan? so usually diorang akan free in the morning. alaa. usually in the morning i would still be sleeping. -.- and usually in the afternoon baru i online, (if mama let me to) so i wouldn't be ale to chat them except for weekends and night times. boring nye. i hope we would go home. i can finally meet them.

i know selalunya i said i don't want to meet them. but who cares? i would rather be with someone i don't like than being wit no one. okay tht was a lie. but, i don't really don't like them. cuma sometimes je. and don't come to me and say it's my fault. because it's not xD

why do i always do emoticons like that?

hahaha.

first time qai amat energetic bila tulis blog eh? heheheehehehe.
Monday, January 05, 2009 back to top?

saf forced me to do this.

i was tagged by SAFIYYAH

10 years ago (1999)

1. I was one year old~

2. i probably like to cry

3. and play?

5 years ago (2004)

1. I was in year 2~

2. Became cleverer than i am now ;)

3. made BFF with Pn Juliana.

2 years ago (2007)

1. i acted like what i really wanted to be acted as.

2. first time joined choral speaking

3. got number 1 in class MUAHAHAHAHAHAHHA

1 year ago (2008)

1. decided that it was the worst year of my life

2. left malaysia fr a while

3. and stayed in Japan

Yesterday (3rd January '09)

1. went to Tsukuba mosque and Genki Sushi

2. chatted with NINA, SAF, IZ and BASCH

3. met new people, and falah's family

Today (4th January '09), I...

1. sent kak najah to the airport

2. met someone new, i think

3. met someone from school. unbelievable, aint it?

Tomorrow, I will...

1. plan what to do

2. 2 hours of comp only.

3. study.

Three snacks I enjoy

1.Ika

2. tht ice cream (dnt knw wht the name is)

3. crunky

Three things I can't live without

1. my parents, family, cousins, friends

2. food

3. internet

Three things I wanna buy with RM 1K

1. phone with everything in it

2. laptop!

3. big house!

Three shows I like:

1. suju fullhouse

2. Wizard of waverly place

3. we got married

Three places I've lived in

1. KEK

2. Subang Jaya

3. ??

And I tag

anyone who reads this

Sunday Sunday, January 04, 2009 back to top?

smiles around the town


Saturday Saturday, January 03, 2009 back to top?

still tak tau apa nak buat

still malas nak buat apa apa
Saturday, January 03, 2009 back to top?

Saranghae.

so today i woke up pretty late. that's not new. :\

We went to tsukuba mosque, and there were lots of people. that's not new either.

tp ada byk budak cute :) Daud, Musa <3
Saturday, January 03, 2009 back to top?

; saying i love you by wonder girls

ala, i know la i like, posted 3 posts today, so what??

i just can't get enough :)

i felt pity towards some people la. :

i dnt knw why. ish, somehow i try too figure out myself. i kept on hating wht i do, but i cannot help it. and i kept telling myself that everythings okay. but i kept on letting myself down at the same time.

the only person tht truly understands me? i dnt knw, because evn i try to figure myself out.

;) i keep things to myself, but loses trust towards me and just let things go without thinking. -.-
Saturday, January 03, 2009 back to top?

DIA DAH BALIK
Friday Friday, January 02, 2009 back to top?

&& so the story still have to go on.

if not, there would be no happy ending.
if not, there would be no ending.

so today i had had talks with Saf, and Basch. it was pretty satisfying since i haven't talk to them like that for ages.

and you sure wd knw what i mean :)

so, another thing that is half satisfying is that izwan appeared online since a centruy. but nt that satisfying cause he went away, we didn't get a chnce to actually talk'


today we bought many things, and suprisingly, i didn't regret buying it, okay maybe some yes. but the others, not so.

&& because the story had go on

here is the ending
the not so very happy ending
Friday, January 02, 2009 back to top?

dancefloor.

so, it's the second day of new year. my new year resolutions??

not being what i have been on 2008. :D

will i nail it, i'm not so sure. i think not. hehe.
so i'll be in 1 Visto, whatever that is. i'm just so nervous. i don't know who will be in the same class as i am. eh, when will they start going to school ah? new school, new flavour of vomit. and worst, new teachers. i don't even know one of them :(

the butterflies in my tummy are having butterflies in their tummies.

i know it doesn't make sense but to i, it does. :D i don't know what else to write la. okie dokie then. bye. ; /
Friday, January 02, 2009 back to top?