i never thought i would say this to you.


i've completed my Karangan. i never thought i would. but i did. ain't that fascinating? i don't know why, but i have this feeling that told me to not search for trouble anymore. i don't know if i liked to do that, but then, when i can see what it had bring me, i smiled. seriously.

maybe i like to be liked (as in, friends) ? i am not sure. i hate school, well the homework part.

Monday Monday, March 30, 2009 back to top?

we borrowed heaven

The heat of, summer sunshine, i miss you

hey! so i got it. yeah, i'm talking about my oral test just now. it was uh-may-zeeng. i love my teacher. lol.


that's all i think

WANTASTICOOOO <3

finefine. i gogo. i shoohshooh, byebye.

like nobody else in the heat of, summer sunshine, i kiss you, and nobody needs to know
Thursday Thursday, March 26, 2009 back to top?

never mind them

if i just breathe, every little piece of me, you'll see, everything is alright

I don't know what to do. i haven't got anything ready for my speech. i want to get my 'A' for my oral test sooo bad. :)

i haven't got much to tell lately and so i feel bad about it. : )

i've been driving for an hour, just talking to the rain.


Wednesday Wednesday, March 25, 2009 back to top?

no way


Tuesday Tuesday, March 24, 2009 back to top?

Don't have to remember to breathe

We know it's never simple never easy, never a clean break, no one here to save me

So it's gonna be my first day of high school today. Hi to my new friend called 'Nervous'.

wish me luck. i do need it :)

WANTASTICO
Monday Monday, March 23, 2009 back to top?

if i'm not the one, she's not either >:(


Sunday Sunday, March 22, 2009 back to top?

i should have done this earlier



Sunday, March 22, 2009 back to top?

i wrote this for you

There's a palace in the south of France, where only the lonely people learn to dance.

i don't like my life, okay some part yeah, it's fine, but the other part, the happiness is hardly seen. tell me about it.

i don't have any high expectations about high school, i know that there will always have dramas going on, and i will try as hard to blend into the background. i had never seen myself in a situation where everyone surrounding me, cause that is just unimaginable, if that happens, it would be a struggle to find any source of oxygen.

right now i am searching for the best possible excuse for me to not talk to anyone, for example like watching a movie or busy helping my mom, although it's obviously fake. never mind, i'll just say to them i'm not feeling too good. would that be acceptable? maybe they will ask me what is the matter. i need to have a reason, don't i? well, the reason doesn't matter lah, why do they have to care at the first place?

eh you, i'm talking about you la! -___-

ish i'm so pissed off right now, you said you care, but now dah ada orang lain tak pulak. menyampah, seriously

okay la, that's all. i tgh panaskan the hair curler, and dah lama sangat it's burning the carpet

ciao
WANTASTICO



Sunday, March 22, 2009 back to top?

One Love,

One Love, The memories are beautiful.

No, sorry, i don't hate him only, now i hate another person who is getting on my nerves, he think he's funny lah sangat?

why must everything be wrong wrong wrong nowadays?

WANTASTICO

Saturday Saturday, March 21, 2009 back to top?

These Feelings Shall Last

we may be a thousand years apart, but you'll still have my heart.

i hate him. like a thousand of weird looking animals. i am not kidding.

anyway, i got a new-tastico number. i don't bother about it anymore,first of course i was excited cause at last, i can text again. but bummer i am so urgh.

right now i feel like hitting this really slow laptop. i want to go back to japan. i don't want to see anyone, i repeat, ANYONE ANYMORE,

this is like, torture

WANTASTICO

Saturday, March 21, 2009 back to top?

should i not let you go?

Bby, You belong with me.

anyway, i slept at right after midnight, and i woke up in cold sweat hours later and couldn't sleep at all after that happened.

i decided something, after all the thinking and the bad dreams, i shouldn't think about it anymore. i should give up. i know, right?

i should have from the start. you know some people might think i'm stupid for saying this, but thanks a lot, for making me feel really stupid.

now clap your hands and say brava, i deserve it.
Friday Friday, March 20, 2009 back to top?

you cried infront of me because of her.

hey and what's down? i saw yanie just now, with faiz and nazri, hey and it reminds me of yesterday when i went out with Yanie, Nad, Qas, Alyssa, Nazri, Faiz, Haziq, Hilal, Asha, Syasya, Erica, Intan and so on. but it all get awkward. -___-

we went ice skatin but my feet is telling not to. it even bled to proof to me that it hurts too much. so i decided not to. but it was really fun, i guess.

just now i saw danial and alif too, they were obviously avoiding me, i don't care about danial but i don't know why alif needs to avoid me all the time, he wasn't as bad. i mean, avoiding someone is highly immature, ooh, yesterday i tried to avoid someone too. to be honest i didn't feel as much comfortable being there cause it seems as if people are talking about me and kept looking at me, not in a good way though, did i do something wrong?

but that is all :)

ciaociao now
WANTASTICO

p/s: i feel awkward with basch now, help?
Wednesday Wednesday, March 18, 2009 back to top?

if now is the right time



Tuesday Tuesday, March 10, 2009 back to top?

USJ 12 here again, and again

so i got here last night, boy it was hot here. i mean, i almost passed out. well, nearly. we thought no one was going to pick us up, until i saw a small girl with shoulder length hair with spectacles, it was lisa. and just beside her was Dada. i saw Kelly too. but that was it. yani came with Abg Zizi afterwards.

this evening i went to USJ 12 park as usual, i went walking with Lyssa. there's a boy ( i frgt his name,srry) and Zamil. they were following us,and i gotta admit they're not really good at spying and stuff cause it's so obvious tht they were there at the time. then i saw Harris (harris class, not harris Sufian ^^)with his blue football clothings. i said hi to him and he said hi, bla bla/

i saw Eu Win walking with his friend Walter. sheesh. he was sooo sombong man. e didn't even say hi. we continued to walk till i saw Yanie, Fadhil, Nazri and Nadiana, we walked and talked. i sure miss those days ^^

okay so that's all i guess

Loves Lots,
Wantastico
Saturday Saturday, March 07, 2009 back to top?

ZOMG

i read what i had posted, and i got so many mistakes, grammar, bla bla bla.

just look, for example : "and she got marks just below her lips, so the filming was delayed and everybody has to wait for next week to watch the eighteenth,"

it's wrong!!! >:( grrrrr ;...
Wednesday Wednesday, March 04, 2009 back to top?

Missed me?

well, you won't now, i'm here again, and i will be here again, sooner or later!

okay so guess what? i'm going back home, lada di daaa. yes yes, tomorrow tomorrow, or in other words, the day after tomorrow, but it sounds so scary it hurts.

so i watched BBF till the 17th episodes, everyone was supposed to watch til ep 18, but since the main character, hye sun got into an accident, and she got marks just below her lips, so the filming was delayed and everybody has to wait for next week to watch the eighteenth, what's really bothering me is that there is only two episodes each week, and i CAN"T POSSIBLY WAIT, i've been trying to watch other dramas as well, but i failed, and it's heartbreaking

okay, so bla bla bla let's move on!

all these while i've been going out a lot, i thought i lost at least a kg, but as it turns out, the weight machine thingy was broken and so i think i gained weight instead.

anyway, i surely can't hope more than just wait, if the pd is going to make it more interesting and different, it would capture many people's attention, don't you think?

as for soeul (kak wai don't read this might annoy you)

i think the PD is going to change the story, and they might end up together, like seriously, people are depending on the pd, and so as usual, he is really tertekan, you know?

even jihoo and jandi fans are going crazy because of the scenes they have with each other, so not only jandi and junpyo fans, but also yi jung and ga eul, jihoo and jandi and even jaekyung and junpyo!!!






KimBumLovesMeLotsAndLots

Wantastic
Wednesday, March 04, 2009 back to top?