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so today maybe i tried to study, but as hopeless as i may be, i didn't. Whatever do i have to study for? oh yeaaah, science and PJ. i just need that laptop so much!

*changing subject*

I got jealous straight away just by seeing her writing in her myspace profile with her impeccable english, i don't think i could beat that. :)

*changing subject again*

I watched 2PM (The hottest time of the day) videos on youtube, i personally like Nichkhun, and Taec, wooyoung can be okay, umm, Jay is really funny, ahaha, i knew chansung first, since i watched Kko Kko tour. umm, Junho is quiet sometimes, Junsu is okay.

Okay, that would be it.
BYE, Annyong!

Sunday Sunday, May 17, 2009 back to top?
I'm your number one

okay , this might sound so random, but i've written a fanfic. yes, it's like, shocking right? or you don't know what fanfic is? Fanfic is sorta like, writing stories about stars.

it's called 'dear diary' and well, it's romance + comedy. it sucks, i know =__='

okay, i regretted not going to sunway today. mcm, gila la. mama said we'd be going out, so i told them that i can't come. tgk tgk, we went to apah's house in the evening, mcm WT fish?

ugh, tht reminds me of basch. i finally gave the present to him. he didn't online, so i couldn't ask him wht he thought of it.

i bet he hates it.

WANTASTICO

Sunday, May 10, 2009 back to top?
fantasies

He has an angelic voice. if only he could hear mine.

Saturday Saturday, May 09, 2009 back to top?
just to be with you

is this the eyes of someone you could love?

So, we planned to go out, Sunway, Sunday. Movies, Shop and lunch. Okay, tell you what?
just nowi cried my hearts out, oh yes, not jut because i pening or penat je. there are some other reasons behind it.

oh yeah, i haven't tell you about my latest dream last night! i was in a class (won't tell you which class).

and then, i have to jaga the class (Which i don't know why). And then, I was determined to impress someone, i turned off the light and said "I will be asking one of us, to sing. you have to guess who it is." and then, i sang. just to impress him.

it was weird right? i wished i was brave enough to do that in real life.

W

Saturday, May 09, 2009 back to top?
Hm?

i'm sorry that i trash all my feelings to you, blabbo.

aw, this is it. i'm just gonna blab it all out. i hate it. the fact that i'm jealous.

Friday Friday, May 08, 2009 back to top?
ho!

Jentayu, patah sayap bertongkat paruh, jentayu, patah paruh bertongkat siku, jentayu, patah siku bertongkat dagu, jentayu, patah dagu, bertongkat kuku.

usually i'm not into malay songs. but this particular songs made me understand, and it really brings a great meaning to it, and it's melody is soothing too.

i had this feeling today that maybe today will change something. but whenever i feel that way, things just won't happen as i hope it would.

okay, made things bad enough, i've been totally fed up by something, and it's driving me crazy.
i hopelessly wished something "GOOD" will finally come towards me and greets me with a big fat smile on its face and say "Well, well well, you're a lucky girl" and then it brings me to dream world. wouldn't that be just so exciting?

okay enough of the rubbish.

sometimes, dreams do come true *wink wink*. and plus, it's not as if, this world is too harsh, (okay fine, i admit, world is harsh) but my life isn't as bad. so why try to make things better, when it's already good?

of course, there are some bumps. i mean, the wishes that i really wanted still haven't been on its way.

WNTASTICO

Thursday Thursday, May 07, 2009 back to top?
you told me you love me.

oh hello.

i am now, in front of this slow dumb old computer. believe me, it's nothing to be ashamed of. it's just that, i don't really love it, as i would to other brand new laptops. so i guess, i have to earn it. i have to do my best and get straight A's in the next exam so that i can have one. oh yes, it's hard, all right. but also tempting.

FDMA (Family Day Maasom Akidah) went really well, i guess. i just loved the part where i don't have to pretend or try my best being someone else. they're all gila, just like me. i guess the craziness in me just runs in the family.

i got close to lots of people. and for a second there, i knew why i love my family so much.

and so, big huge crisis here. school. i got busier and busier by day. i mean, it's so hard being with people who i don't seem to know whether they like me or not. like i said, i have topretend being someone else.

perhaps, i'm just over reacting. but no. i shrivelled in disgust as i walk past people who fake a smile infront of me. but in real life, they just want to tear me up into pieces.

maybe, i deserved to. but what the hey!

it's their fault i'm like this. and i can't be whatever they want me to be.

WANPLASTICO.
i mean,
WANTASTICO

Wednesday Wednesday, May 06, 2009 back to top?
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