Malay Mail

I don't know how i could find this song, i was searching for blog layouts. Anyway, yeah i put the song because it sounds like one of the soundtrack in some people that i know's life, and it made me smile.

You ain't crazy, I ain't gonna lie anymore.What you're feeling, there's a reason for.
I wanna do right.
Do I love you? Oh, you know I've tried. But what you're after you can't find in my eyes.


Saturday, October 31, 2009 back to top?

Teleportation

Don't speak, I can't believe, this is here happening. Our situation isn't right, get real, who you playing with..I never thought you'd be like this. You were supposed to be there by my side. When you say that you want me, I just don't believe it. You're always ready to give up and never turn around

I'm so sick of worrying that you're gonna quit over anything. I can trip and you let go like that, and everything that we ever were, it seems to fade, but not the hurt, cause you don't know the good things from the bad. When I say that I want you, you know that I mean it and in my hour of weakness
There's still time to try
Friday Friday, October 30, 2009 back to top?

Michael Buble


Thursday Thursday, October 29, 2009 back to top?

Rushing

You're stuck on me and my laughing eyes
I can't pretend though I try to hide - I like you
I like you.

I think I felt my heart skip a beat
I'm standing here and I can hardly breathe - you got me
You got me.

The way you take my hand is just so sweet
And that crooked smile of yours it knocks me off my feet
Monday Monday, October 26, 2009 back to top?

Honestly, I am a liar.

Be honest no matter what.

have you ever been asked out?
Yes.

where is your default picture (myspace) taken?
In front of my house.

your current relationship status?
single.

does your crush like you back?
rumours, rumours.

what is your current mood?
Upset.

if you could go back in time and change something, would you?
yes.

do you still like your ex girlfriend/boyfriend?
I don't have any.

ever had a near death experience?
Um, not THAT tragic, but yeah.

ever had a 1 night stand?
yes.

something you do a lot?
typing, no matter it's on the laptop or the computer keyboard, even the phone keyboard.

the song stuck in your head?
1,2,3 by younha.

name someone with the same birthday as YOU?
I don't know.

when was the last time you cried?
just now.

have you ever sung in front of a large audience?
uh yes.

if you could have one super power what would it be?
steal super powers from other people who have super powers so i could choose what power i want at any time whenever i want.

what's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
Height, smile.

what do you usually order from starbucks?
I wouldn't order anything.

favorite color?
White.

ever lie to spare someones feelings?
yes, a lot of times.

do you still watch kiddy movies or tv shows?
yes, it's awesome!

what are you eating or drinking at the moment?
nothing

do you speak any other language?
yes, i do.

what's your favorite smell?
I like the smell of Apples (like what saf said) and chocolate or vanilla.

if you could describe your life in one word what would it be?
dull.

when was the last time you gave/received a hug?
I don't remember.

what are you thinking about right now?
I am thinking how am i supposed to answer this question.

what should you be doing?
studying

who was the last person that made you upset/angry?
Kak Wai.

how often do you pray?
very often.

do you like working in the yard?
It requires too much work, doesn't it?

do you act differently around the person you like?
In some certain ways, yes.

Sunday Sunday, October 25, 2009 back to top?

Guy friends.

Name 10 Opposite Sex Friends
(Randomly)

1.Aziq
2.basyir
3.ikhwan
4.izwan
5.jie sheng
6.ze yen
7.shannon
8.jie wen
9.fadhil
10.kian boon


Would You Rather...

Party With 1 or 7?
errr,,, i think it will get awkward with 7 so, i'll choose 1

Kill 2 or 6?
number 2.


Marry 3 or 8?
NONE!

Date 3 or 10?
NONE! hahah

Be Stuck on an Island with 2 or 5?
errrrrrrr... both.

Trade Lives with 8 or 10?
10 maybe .


Who Has the Best..

Eyes?
9

Smile?
1, 4, 6 and 10

Face?
er i have no idea.

Style?
i have no idea.


A Few More Questions..

Has 3 ever hurt you?
Yes. :) but he's alright.

Have you ever hurt 4?
i think.

Who's the funniest?
2,5 and 8

Can you beat up 8?
HAHHAA no!

When is the last time you saw 9?
School, if outside school then it'd be at Siti Atikah's party.

Who's the smartest?
2, cause he's a year older than everyone else hahaha

How long have you known 2?
A long time.

What would you do if 1 and 6 started dating?
I'd freak out!!


Who is 5 dating/crushing on?
Um, i support jiestina, but i zuno.

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Next Survey will be in the next post.



Sunday, October 25, 2009 back to top?

Parallelogram

you once promised me the world, but i never asked for it.

edit will be done by tomorrow evening, hopefully.

Edited -

And so like i promised, i am going to continue writing this post. Today was rather miserable than the others. I had a hard time today, and no one even knows it. I was trapped in a room, and i couldn't do anything but to sleep and read some books.

As i gotout of the hot room, i tried to clear my mind and chatted with a few people, and seeing people happy made me even more miserable. it's true. You know who i am talking about, if you're reading this. I cannot help but to fake a smile, telling everyone i am alright.

what makes it worse is that i have a headache now and i could feel my head throbbing, following the beat of the rock and roll songs on people myspace profile's playlist.

I hope tomorrow would be a better day. I really really really hope so. And i hope i will be seeing you :)

Wish me luck, and hope i will get better soon,
Wan.

P/S; I live in Wantastic Alley in Wanderland :)

We're like parallelogram, opposite sides are parallel and of equal lengths. Opposite angles are equal too, and diagonals bisect each other.

We connect.

Oh gosh look what Maths had done to me!
Sunday, October 25, 2009 back to top?

Papaya.

No matter where you go, i won't be very far, cause in my head i'll be right there where you are, cause love is no distance baby love, love is no distance baby, no. Not when it comes to you and me. :)

Today was distracting. Everyone was distracting me in so many ways, but i think i did okay for my papers. Especially sivik, you wouldn't believe this but I spent only a few minutes and then i dozed off to sleep. I don't know why i was so tired today. Nuri also said "The only way to score for sivik is to think like James Bond.", it's random, but still true. Nuri had always come up with random quotes just like mama. Last time, mama said "Mama tak suka sushi... mama suka pulut udang.", hahaha. Then when Puteri, Nuri and I were walking outside of school when the last bell had rang, Nuri said "Eew, it smells like nature!", when it was SUPPOSED to smell like it, because trees were around us everywhere. Lol.
Thursday Thursday, October 22, 2009 back to top?

Turn the sky upside down


You're a big fat meanie. Because you know i am hurt yet you did nothing.
I'd like to make myself believe that planet Earth turns slowly. It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
awake when I'm asleep cause everything is never as it seems, cause I'd get a thousand hugs, from ten thousand lightning bugs as they tried to teach me how to dance
Monday Monday, October 19, 2009 back to top?

Synchronized Air Traffic

I opened my eyes last night and saw you in the low light walking down by the bay, on the shore, staring up at the planes that aren’t there anymore. I was feeling the night grow old and you were looking so cold. Like an introvert, I drew my over shirt around my arms and began to shiver violently before you happened to look and see the tunnels all around me running into the dark underground all the subways around create a great sound. To my motion fatigue: farewell
with your ear to a seashell you can hear the waves in underwater caves as if you actually were inside a saltwater room

Time together isn't ever quite enough , When you and I are alone, I’ve never felt so at home. What will it take to make or break this hint of love?
We need time, only time
When we're apart, whatever are you thinking of?
If this is what I call home, why does it feel so alone?
So tell me darling, do you wish we'd fall in love?
All the time,

And i am going to tell you what happened at Siti Atikah's house in a more longer and defined way. I wrote them yesterday night when there were no internet connection, and i got bored so i wrote it down hastily cause i was feeling so tired and sleepy.

Here goes ;

It's october again, leaves are falling down, one more year's come and gone, and nothing's changed at all, was it I, supposed to be someone who face the things that i've been running from, let me feel, i don't care if i break down, let me fall, even if i hit the ground and if i , cry a little, die a little at least i know i lived, just a little, i've become mch to be good to be invisible, i am an expert at play it safe and keep it cool, but i swear this isn't who i meant to be, i refuse to let my life roll over me,

I wanna be, somebody, i wanna be somebody who can face the things that i've been running from.

Today, unlike any usual days, it was more epic, more meaningful. I don't know how else to say it. As I approached quietly, and awkwardly towards the house, with nervous but a rush of excitement
went through my veins, making me smile a little awkwardly for a little while and i was glad i came with Aina. The first group of people I saw was the quiet amiga guys plus Lukman, and then i turned my view towards the hostess, Siti.

Then I began to smile as i saw my awesome best friend, Yanie. She was wearing a striped shirt, with jeans, and i must say she looked fabulous. Yes, it went awkward again after Yanie left
with Hafiz. I decided to wait patiently for Aliah and Nadiana and Mai, but they were still on the way, so i walked towards a nearby park, it was beautiful, but lonesome since i was walking alone haha.
Then, as usual, Nass's loud voice was heard from the other side of the park, and i saw Amira, Ayu, Jillian, Yuen Min, Nass and another girl. With modesty we complimented each other's outfits, and I adore Nass's
and Amira's.

We went back to Siti's house, and a lot more people were there. I sat with the guys and Aina, nodding and smiling all the time. Soon, i could see the MyVi, and i was sure it was them, and i was correct! Aliah and Nadiana looked like identical sisters with the same type of white shirt and big black belts. Mai on the other hand was wearing a white shirt and black selendang. Then i suddenly felt a little left out, wearing a white and purplish, bluish, pinkish baju kurung whereas they were wearing casual retro outfits. But, they could not be compared to what Siti was wearing, vintage grey top, and a black silk dress underneath.

After a few minutes of greeting each other, we went and sit down where everyone else was sitting. It was fun, chatting with them although it was still awkward for me, truthfully. We took loads of pictures together, and i feel a little bad about joining in a picture where it was supposed to be only for the amigos. :D

Amira and the others went back to the Park, but I stayed at the table, where Aliah and Nadiana and Mai and Hasheema and Lukman was sitting. Aliah was sitting next to Lukman and asked him

"How is Aunty?"

"Oh , okay." he replied. Aliah, without hesitation, asked again,

"How about Uncle? the house?" she laughed.

"Semua okay okay je." He laughed.

Then the threesome left me, but i didnt leave, I didn't even realize, but thank god Hasheema was there. But then Natasha called Hasheema, so we were left alone at the table (nothing happened, i promise), I didn't want it to be all awkward, so i broke the silence

"How is your parents?" I asked, but in my head i was asking myself why i was asking him that, since Aliah already asked that question.

"Diorang okay." was all that he said. I nodded, and tried once again. "Did they say anything?"

"Tak."

Then Nass came, "Korang ni ada masalah keluarga ke? Kenapa duduk jauh sangat?" She joked. But, it wasn't a joke to me, i glared at her, and so she said "Sorry sorry! Wan, you ada credit tak, can you send me 5 ringgit i bayar balik."

Being a great friend (HEHEHE), i gave her the five ringgit. And she payed me back. Nass left right after Aliah and the two others came back.

Truthfully i hanged around a lot with Aziq that night. Aliah, being his 'honey', was jealous, HAHAHAHAHHAA, but i promise it was nothing. We all went to the park (I swear almost everyone was there.) And we played near the pool, some dipped their feet in there, and some took pictures. Being as childish as i am, i played on the seesaw and the horsie which i called shadowfax. I then was bullied by Luqman (standard 5) HAHA, too bad Jaddid wasn't there.

Did i mention Daniel came with Anisah and Firdaus. HAHA we bullied Amira and Daniel. Right after Daniel arrived we took pictures of both of them together, so sweet! But yeah the whole time they were together they looked so sweet! Like i always say, i don't care how people say they love another person. It is how they show it. And boy, did they both show it! HHA, Amira was always so nervous, they were blushing, but enjoying it.

Anyway, i was scared to death by Danial and Fadhil about 7 times, they hid near the bushes and scared me, really. The others were shocked too, but both of them laughed and said that they scared me the most, like for 7 times!! 7!!

Then at the park we went running down the slope (more like a hill to me and it was STEEP!) , barefooted, we ran down and went up again. After i got tired, I asked Firdaus too take picture of Aina and I :) But hahaha he was being a baaaddd photographer!! XD always blurry. we had to re-take the picture about 4 or 5 times.

Oh yeah, i forgot to CHOKE Mai to death about making me go to the drink section ON PURPOSE just because Lukman was there.

Then we all went inside Siti's house, took more picture, and chatted with Aziq, and went to the "Boys room" that was supposedly to be the solat room, but they did something else there, God knows what =.=


Then we went to see Siti's room, and the living room, where Aziq and I played the "Pool Ball", and tell each other's fortune HAHA. It was fun.

"Aliah suka Aziq tak?" and i shook the ball, and it says "As I see it, yes."

"Aziq suka Aliah tak?" i shook it again, "Very Doubtful."

"Aziq suka Nadiana tak?" I shook it, and the answer was "Yes."

Aziq snatched the thing away and asked it "Are 'we' meant for each other?" and it says "yes."

I asked him who was the "we" but he shook his head and said "Awh, you know.."

I don't know, Aziq!!

I chatted with Siti for a while, we talked about Wuthering Heights, Pride and Prejudice and some other classic books, it's nice to know we have some things in common. In the end, we all got back home and I saw Aunty!! and Uncle (Lukman's parents) but i don't think they saw me. hahaha. Did i mention that they are really nice?

Anyway, remind me to ask pictures from Ayu, haha, i wanna put the pictures of me and Aziq as a default to my myspace. Also, remind me to kill my phone. It was being so fussy. Other than that, i need to remind myself not to be too clingy around K. Then it would be a misunderstanding if i do so.

Ciaos.
Sorry this post is just too long.
And before i slept, i read Mickey Mouse's book about Numbers from 1 to 10.

Cheer up and dry your damp eyes and tell me when it rains
And I'll blend up that rainbow above you and shoot it through your veins
Cuz your heart has a lack of color and we should've known
That we'd grow up sooner or later cuz we wasted all our free time alone
Monday, October 19, 2009 back to top?

Even if the sky is falling down.

Yeayyy, tonight was super fun! :) Well i went there quite early i guess, cause Yanie just came, and Mai, Nad, Aliah wasn't there yet, but well yeah it was super super super fun ;)

I really enjoyed it *wink;D*

<3
Sunday Sunday, October 18, 2009 back to top?

Nervous Heart

Over the sea and far away, She's waiting like an Iceberg, Waiting to change but she's cold inside...She wants to be like the water, All the muscles tighten in her face, Buries her soul in one embrace.They're one and the same just like water.

Then the fire fades away, but most of everyday is full of tired excuses, But it's too hard to say.. I wish it were simple But we give up easily. You're close enough to see that You're.... the other side of the world to me

On comes the panic light Holding on with fingers and feelings alike, But the time has come to move along
Saturday Saturday, October 17, 2009 back to top?

Ninja Turtles.

Another head hangs lowly, child is slowly taken. When the violence caused such silence, who are we mistaken. But you see, it's not me, it's not my family in your head, they are fighting. With their tanks, and their bombs, and their bombs and their guns, in your head , they are crying.
Friday Friday, October 16, 2009 back to top?

Just give it a try.

Confusion.
right now, i have no idea. It's so complicated, and Key made it harder to understand.
Kau hancurkan hatiku, kau terangi hatiku, redupkan lagi. Tetapi, hatiku selalu meninggikanmu.
Membuat ku terjatuh, terjatuh lagi,

i like Yuna's version, better than the original, bt i like the original too i guess. Never heard the original hahah.

He likes Yuna.

=.=

Sorry i haven't post for quite a while, been busy. Will be busy too. Today was, okay. I made bracelets with Nally. =) I also went to SK USJ 12's hari kanak kanak, and Merdeka, which was fun! I met the teachers, Encik Said Ali just smiled, haha, malu lah tu! xD Ustadz, was being... well, ustadz! hahaha he said i was prettyy ;D

Encik Zul asked me about Japan, Puan Faazah said "Ni wan tak email cikgu pun lagi dah!" and she gave me her new number. Puan Ida wong said i should go back to standard 6 HAHAHAHAH ;D

Umm, I saw Azhan, hehe and also Aiman!!! :D Also Faris, he was talking about Yas. (i pity her =( and miss her too!), I saw Tahanee <3,>
Friday, October 16, 2009 back to top?

Overshadowed just maybe.

Maybe who i am today, ain't so far from yesterday.
Maybe we'd be together now, forever and maybe almost always.

so i thought i might just make a little update,
Mama and ayah got home, they're already here and we all went to a restaurant, and i thought in my mind was

"Who in the sane mind would want to open their shop at almost 12?"

well lucky for us, there are quite a few. On the way, mama told me that she had been reading what i wrote ( a story) on her laptop that i used while i was in Japan. Well, she said i write really good, even better than her sometimes. She said i write it in details. It was creepy to know your mom reads what you write, but truthfully it means a lot to me hearing that coming from her.

Then it was time for her to show me what she gave me, which was this cool ballet slippers (which i am wearing right now ) hehe, and also a cool book cover, which is kind of too-girly-to-be-brought-in-school ;D

Well yeah i had a great time, how was yours?

You know, sometimes it feels great to know someone appreciates you, or what you do.

Very well, i think i know you very well, wish you had known me too very well
Monday Monday, October 12, 2009 back to top?

Explosions in the sky

Magic does exist, and it is always with us everyday. You'd just have to believe in them, so go on and make a wish. Wish for anything you want, wish for everything you want.


That is Stephen Colletti. :) He might not look hot in the picture, its just that there is this one other picture which i clicked to save but, unfortunately there was "Untrusted Connection", so i had to just choose this one. Well, don't blame me i think he's kinda cute when i watched that season 5 of one tree hill the whole day.

It was K Jannah and K Najah's fault. They were the ones who played the CD ha ha.

If you're asking me about my condition today, i guess i could say i feel content, even the fairy tale creatures would be jealous.

Mama & Ayah are coming back, they'll reach here probably when Jaddid is asleep, at about 10 or eleven. Mama would prolly be too tired to cook for me. I am ravishing for food right now. I think i'd make some time to dig up the fridge and search for something i could munch on while watching an episode of WGM . Goodnight

So tell me, did you make your wish? Good, now it is time for you to believe in it.
Sunday Sunday, October 11, 2009 back to top?

Diamond cards.


Love, as though you've never been hurt before.
and open that stoic heart of yours

I'll never let you down
I'll always hear you out
There is nothing you can mount,
Come and fight
You listen when I speak
You make my knees go weak
And I just want you by side

I know We're gonna make it, 'Cause no one else can make me feel the way that you do
I promise you
I know, We're gonna get there...Today, tomorrow, and forever we will stay true
I Promise you

I saw Ain at Mai's open house, she looked a little down. Well, anyway i had fun at Mai's. :) So, goodnight.

Wan
Sunday, October 11, 2009 back to top?

Shaken up


Hmm. I am talking in a serious tone, cause, i don't want to make myself laugh. =O

Hmm. Today. I had. eaten. chicken. cause of a kenduri. yes. Ladies and Gentleman. presenting, Ayam.

Okay that was a phailure. I cannot be serious about being serious. So, today yeah as i was talking about, we had this awesome kenduri and it was really nice, also the drink was sirap selasih, which i called it Tadpoles in Blood water. No, i was just joking hahaa. The selasih kinda looked like berudu, no?

Sigh. I am just killing time and wait till Mai's open house, so i think Youtube will keep me company, ciao, bon voyage, te amour, wo ai ni, te quero, saranghae, aishiteru, i love you,

Wan. :)
Saturday Saturday, October 10, 2009 back to top?

Island ho!

Exam oh Exam. why must you come so fast meh?

Hey There said eyes, what's on your mind? Don't look so down...Give it some time

You don't have to be so hard on yourself, I know the world can be a brutal place, please don't let it steal your smile away.

Cause when thew sky's the darkest you can see the stars. And when you fall the hardest you find how strong you are. Close your eyes, rest awhile, it's been a long, long day. So come on baby, have a little faith.


A new Layout, a new post!

i changed from the kicking ars to the hottest time of the day since Adam liked the layout, i decided to change it and give the layout to him instead. and now i changed again! Yahoooo

and about the profile mobile, thankies hankies, bla bla i did it... i came up with all the titles :P sorry. haha. i was feeling random, so yeah, that is how stalking stockings were created. How do you stalk socks anyway? 0.0

So, cause i felt bored, i even added some links (not all,but some, that i could remember), so try to click on my friends list lol. (i didnt even put the name, so you just have to guess ;D)

Well, anyway hope you like it. And yeah, some of the icons are photographed by Jessica Marlen, who did a heck of a well job, but i edited by cropping it into icons and deepen the picture so that it'd be clearer and saved it in PNG file to make it higher quality than JPEG. :) well yeah so i added em to the blog, and credited of course, i am just scared it might be bandwidthed. or whatever that thing is called.

Okay i'd stop this writing and start reading! Exam is coming. But, i will update once in a while. Ciaos.

Mama & Ayah is coming back home tomorrow evening, will be back in time for Mai's open house, i hope.

:)What is tastic? wantastic.

lol. that was random too.
Friday Friday, October 09, 2009 back to top?

Laughters bring you tears

Listen closely i won't say this again
I'm sorry for changing.
I'm sorry it had to be this way.
Believe me, it's easier just to pretend.
But, I won't apologize for who I am.

I've re-added the tagboard, :)
And i hate this week.
Thank you :)

Thursday Thursday, October 08, 2009 back to top?

Silly silly me.

We simply fit together like
a piece of apple pie
I will be vanilla ice cream
And I'll sing you lullabies
I will love you in the
moonlight and I'll love you
in the day Always
I love the time we spend
Like a watch from an old friend
I will help you keep your smile
Promise me you'll stay awhile
I will come when you need it
And I'll help you when I can

Stay with me
Promise me you're never gonna leave
Stay with me yeah
Lets try to be the best that we can be
Take our time

We always joke together
Laugh till we're rolling on the floor
I like the way you dance
around when you're running
for the door
I will come to visit you
Even when we're old and grey Always
I love the way you make me feel
When you're asleep I'll take the wheel
Make sure to call when you get home
When you're driving on the road
I will come to you in
need and I'll help you
when I can


I know i update TOO much nowadays, but really, don't worry i know what I'm doing. I just.... i just pity those who follow my blog HAHA. Sorry, i really am :)

I am just so bored, and you're the only friend I have ;D Seriously i am bored. =.= i know people (including me) always say that, but it's the truth. One random poll said that most people uses their phone to look at the time, instead of using the phone to call.

*sigh*

I feel troubled, so i am going to tell you what happened today instead. We went to Aliah's house, supposedly to do our Art, but in the end we baked cupcakes instead. :) for Heuston's birthday.

Well here's a shoutout = HAPPY BIRTHDAY HEUSTON, have a good one :)

and for Hilal too, was it ytd? well yeah i wished him already last night ^^

I still can't get the vanilla flavour out of my tongue.

My english is getting worser. :(
Wednesday Wednesday, October 07, 2009 back to top?

Perfectly

It's funny how you think you really know yourself, Like you would never lose yourself to someone else, And I was up to thinking it was all about you and me, Silly silly me. I should have never listened to a word you said, But I was always giving in to promises I never should have gone for, I should never long for you no matter how hard it gets

And I want this to be over,I so want this to be through
In the end somehow it always comes back to you

Cause everywhere I go
No matter what I do boy
I just can't get you out of my head
So it annoys me
You wasn't man enough
To come and tell me
That I was never the one
Like you said I was
You could have told someone
You knew you didn't love me anymore

If you had only told me how you really felt , I could have put my feelings into someone else. But I was busy thinkin' I was where I was supposed to be. Silly silly me. But there was something 'bout you that I couldn't resist.Can't put my finger on it but whatever it is..I never should have stood for it
I know you're no good for me, And that's the way it is

P/S - The blog layout is only temporary. I might change it back,but i love it yeah? i mean the Layout <3

Wednesday, October 07, 2009 back to top?

Rainbow :)

im still feelin the rain fall
and bouncin off my skin
how long do i have to wait for
the sun to shine again
come on paint me the rainbows
i can follow it
i dont know where it'll take me
but i like wonderin

wherever you are
where will you be
are you the same or
dreamin after waitin only for me

For the record, i do not have a perfect life, and i have a very strong proof, Today. I was sure that Nadiana and Mai and Aliah were coming to school today, not sure about Yanie though, but well, they didn't.

To make it worse, Nuri and Yue Qin didn't come. So i only had Puteri, Amira, Syazmeen, Nass, Azu, Deanna, Aida, Annlee, Avryl, Christina, Ayu, and a little of Aziq and Jill there for me. Oh yeah, also Shannon, Jie Sheng, Xiao Cong and Choon Kiat HAHAHA.

well yeah, it was a pretty bad day. I took Facebook's "how lucky are you today" and supposedly i was suppsed to be 90% lucky =.=

Well anyway, the day started okay-ly. I was taking my file, but i didn't have to take the slip, lukman took it for me ^^, (thank you~) and then i sat down beside Christina, waiting for Puteri. Nabila was being nice today too.

When Puteri came i gave out a big sighed of relief and remembered to thank God HAHHAHA. cause i was hoping SOMEONE would come.

Sivik time was fun as usual, i spoke in French Accent and British accent, and Jie sheng attempted on doing the same, but it turned out a little weird lol. I was supposed to be Queen Elizabeth the 845th HAHAHAHAHA, and yeah, they said i was being mental cause i sang "ABC" by puffing my cheeks and poked it. Well, i can't really explain it, but yeah it was funny.

Puteri , Jie Sheng and Xiao cong played water fight, but i decided not to interfere HAHA

Ermm, before we got home, I was singing Colbie Caillat's song Oxygen just for fun cause i was feeling a little better, and Aida said, "Wan, if you ever say your voice is suckish, i would never ever believe that again."

What liar aida. And i was only singing for fun with Annlee (who said i was her Ipod Human. Yeah, not Ipod Nano or whatever, but iPod Human) , hahahaha, well thanks anyway

Then, by the end of the day i had to walk with Deanna, but then there were about 3 chinese guys who tried to aim a rock to throw towards deanna but instead it hit my head.

=.=

Thenthen, the end.

Btw; Thank You Encik Azuad, best male teacher. :)

also also, please don't read my other posts. My english was suckish there.

Wednesday, October 07, 2009 back to top?

You probably won't wanna read it

Today was epic fun. No joke. Well, it was a simple day, as usual i woke up pretty early, only because Nad was calling me.

"Jom la, kita pergi dengan Mai. Buat Homework tu kat McD." she said. I was still half awake on my bed, listening only about three words, 'Mai', 'Homework', and 'McD.' I nodded, still unaware that Nadiana can't see my nodding head through phone, but after realizing it a moment later, i said yes. So i went downstairs and thought that i still had time before going.

I got ready, and i must say i look colourful! seriously. Daaarrrkkk brown jeans, a dark purple top with a blue jacket and a lighter blue tudung and pink flats. Also a beige sling bag. In it was my money, my phone and earphone, shades, blue booklet (that we had to do, it's called a homework masa cuti), and also my "exit" pencilbox.

As we get there, i ordered burgers and fries, and sat down, they did the same. lada didadidiaaaa~

then Aliah called "Korang pergi sekolah besok?"

we said sure, moving on.

"Datang lah sini." i invited,

"Okay okay, datang pukul 2 my dad tgh kat luar."

When aliah came, she started talking about CATS! :D She said that morning a cat was at her house, she didn't even know how it got it and she started screaming. The story she told started become lik an adventure movie for us as we started laughing.

We then did a little of our homeworks like little angels until Aliah wanted Chocolate Sundae. Nadiana ordered the same thing and Mai and I ordered Vanilla Ice-cream in cone.

I ate my french fries dipped in Vanilla ice-cream! Delicious yummy yummy yum yum. The funny thing was that suddenly as we were laughing, Mai's ice-cream dropped on the floor, like seriously it dropped, leaving the cone alone. :P we were laughing like mad.

Mai left it there, embarrassed and the ice cream was melting on the floor.

"It looks like poop!" Aliah laughed.

"Poop that melts!" i laughed again.

Laadiadiaiaia~ Mai bought another vanilla ice cream and she was careful about it since then.

Haziq and Amon came, but they then left.

Ladadididiaadiadaaa.

That is all.
Monday Monday, October 05, 2009 back to top?

Wello



Now, don't just walk away
Pretending everything's okay
And you don't care about me

Could you look me in the eye
And tell me that you're happy now?
Would you tell it to my face
Or have I been erased,
Are you happy now...

Do you really have everything you want?
You can never give something you ain't got
You can't run away from yourself

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i used to get away with so much
now i can't get away
i even thought that it was simple
to say the things i wanted to say
and you told me everything i wanted to hear
and you sold me
now i don't know how i should feel
i should know me
and baby, you would think i knew better
i'm finding my way back to you
and everything i used to be
and waiting is all that i can do
until you find your way back to me
what if i said what i was thinking?
what if that says too much?
when everybody's got a reason
i feel like giving up

Hello!
Love plastic love, you're a genuine wannabe.
:D
Monday, October 05, 2009 back to top?

Drops


Cause I'm walking down this road alone and figured all I'm thinking bout is you, is you my love
And my head is in a cloud of rain and the world it seems so far away and i'm just waiting fall
in droplets, droplets

You left a mark
I wear it proudly on my chest
Above my heart
To Remind me that I feel the best
When I'm with you
Sunday Sunday, October 04, 2009 back to top?

Love Love oh love.

I'm sorry for taking your heart and filled it up with pain

YAYEEEE. my parents are going to ukraine in fact they are on their way to the airport.
No parents. only my aunt.

That is all.

GOODBYE :D
Saturday Saturday, October 03, 2009 back to top?

Be not nobody.

You light me up and then I fall for you
you lay me down and then I call for you
stumbling on reasons that are far and few
I'd let it all come down and then some for you

Pretty baby don't you leave me
I have been saving smiles for you
pretty baby why can't you see
you're the one that I belong to
I'll be the embrace that keeps you warm
for you're the sun that breaks the storm
I'll be alright and I'll sleep sound
as long as you keep comin' around, oh pretty baby

Today is chaotic. even nothing had happened yet. Nadiana was being an absolute great friend, and i'm very glad. Im not saying others aren't. But she's really WANderful ;D

Love you nad. :)
Love you Aliah. :)
Love you Yanie :)
Love you Mai :)
Love you Nadia :)
Love you other friends (especially the old friends) :)

Wantastic.


Saturday, October 03, 2009 back to top?

midnight.

Flying is simple. You just throw yourself at the ground and miss.

Set me free, leave me be, i don't wanna fall another moment into your gravity.

My feet-like bricks, underwater. So, how am i supposed to tell you how i feel? i need oxygen. Oh baby, if i was your lady, i would make you happy, i'm never gonna leave, never gonna leave. oh baby, i'm gonna be your lady, i am going crazy for you!

This is for those who is reading this ;D

that includes you!! :)
Miss Wntastic, with love.

Saturday, October 03, 2009 back to top?

I'm hiding what im feeling

Today, was okay i guess ;) i am still happy despite of what had happened earlier on. :D La la la la, i am so happy. i have a story, but... i can't write here. :P

:) La la la la la

Oh yeah, K was being nice to me today ^^
Saturday, October 03, 2009 back to top?

Miss, Understand

Can't you see?
There's a feeling that's come over me
Close my eyes
You're the only one that leaves me completely breathless

No need to wonder why
Sometimes a gift like this you can't deny

'Cause I wanted to fly,
so you gave me your wings
And time held its breath so I could see, yeah
And you set me free


Hello! Sorry i didn't update yesterday, well that was because i was pretty tired to actually update since many things had happened.

We went to Lukman's house, finding out there were only guys there except us, Nadia, Aliah, Mai and me. Well, it was fun, despite the guys running away from us. :P

We sat down politely on the dining table, with Lukma's mom beside me and his father beside his mom and we started chatting for about 15 minutes about what we had in common and stuff, like for example, Terengganu. What actually made me in awe (but not surprised ;D) was when his father said that Lukman sang together with the ex-queen. wow.

So, by that time Lukman was passing by the dining table, and his dad called him to tell the story, but he pointed at me instead "ni ha, dia boleh nyanyi." he said. I was wide-eyed, didn't know what to do, but just blushed. His parents nodded and said that they know, and they asked us to sing for a karaoke next time we're going to his house WHAT GREAT FUN! -_-;

my voice sucks hahaha, but they all did an angry look and said "sucks? seriously Wan?"

It was great fun, and much much later, Siti Atikah and her friend Hasheema came. There we also watched some crazy scary videos on youtube which was funny. One time we watched this "Sumpahan Menjadi Anjing", and one of em told us that once they even dreamt that the dog kept on chasing them in their dream.

Oh yeah, his house iss soooooo prettyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! like a mansion, like a castle, and it seemed surreal. We told Lukmans mom (let's call her Aunty, but yeah her name is Datin Ruhaini or rohaini, but Lukman's dad joked andsaid that her name was jane hahaha ) about it and she modestly said "no~"

But yeah Aunty was sooo niceeee!!! for real, no joke, no lie. She was sonice to us that we desperately want to go again. And aunty wanted us to come again too. "Datang lagi, aunty suka lah... ye la,kan.. aunty takda anak perempuan!" she laughed and looked at lukman. But it's true, lukman is an only child, and i looked at his photo album when he was just small it was cute! His hair was kinda long and curly ^^

Okay, enough about that, moving on.
After we went to his house, i went back home happily and got ready to go to the airport to send off my cousin to Japan. She's going for about five years.

There were cousins (most of us were there), and also her fiance, we call him abang K.A, or abang Khairul.

It was fun, and we ate KFC there while waiting for the gate to open and such. When it was time, everyone started to cry (except for me, because i know that Japan is fun to go and my cousin would totally enjoy it there^^), i saw my cousin's brother cried, it was sooo sweet. And then the small small kids went running, after seeing my cousin went to the escalator and waved at us. They were shouting "Kak Lizaaa!!!"

it was so much fun! but tiring as well, in spite of what had happened before we went to the aiprt *wink*

Well, i've learnt something today.

1. anyone who marry Lukman is a lucky girl HAHAH
2.Nadia can be trusted! :)
3. Not only heels could kill, but i wore that flats pun kaki sakit sangat

Friday Friday, October 02, 2009 back to top?