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Take my breath away
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I'm SPYderman
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Inspire.
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The little things you do.
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I'm only going to break your heart.
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Wellohellomellojellofellow.
Hello!(: Nuri and i had been wondering, who would ever want to be a chirologist <-- or something like that? I mean, being an expert about feet and toenails? -.- that's just... weird. Anywhooo, today was over-all fun, that means it's normal. (: it's always fun. School is always fun. Although, Yin Leng said it's a miracle, because i finally made the BM teacher laughed. HAHAHA. (: And and, yes, if you are wondering, i AM going it Lukman's party. HOHOHO. Can't wait to see his parents again! And, er.. Well, I have nothing else interesting to talk about. So, good day. I SAID GOOD DAY! !
Thursday
Thursday, January 28, 2010
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Here you are
Boy it's been all this time, and I can't get you off my mind, and nobody knows it but me. Everyday I wipe my tears away, so many nights I've prayed for you to say "I should have been chasing you, I should have been trying to prove, that you were all that mattered to me, I should have said all the things, that I kept inside of me and maybe,I could have made you believe, that what we had was all we'd ever need."
My friends think I'm moving on, but the truth is I'm not that strong and nobody knows it but me.
then suddenly, Tonight, I met a boy, and he seemed so familiar. Don't know where he's from, or what he's all about. But all I know is that I wanna be his friend; Get to know him a little better, and maybe hold his hand. And as the night went on, he got a little sweeter.
And after that, he had me wrapped around his finger. I use to tell myself i wouldn't fall in love, unless he was the guy of my dreams. But here you are with my heart right beside me. Never thought that I'd follow through with my belief. You took a dream and made it so real. And I love the way this dream makes me feel; here you are! Here you are. The rest is history, we got this down so well. That boy's my energy when all I wanna do is dwell. And i love remembering the night that we first met.
That story never gets old, oh how could we forget?
he and I had something beautiful but so dysfunctional, it couldn't last I loved him so but I let him go 'cause I knew he'd never love me back. such pain as this shouldn't have to be experienced I'm still reeling from the loss, still a little bit delirious
near to you, I am healing but it's taking so long cause though he's gone . and you are wonderful it's hard to move on
yet, I'm better near to you.
But here you are with my heart right beside me. Never thought that I'd follow through with my belief. You took a dream and made it so real. And I love the way this dream makes me feel; here you are!
So I've been hurt before, but you were there through all these while, and made my days better. You know who you are. Other than you, only Ashley knows how i feel. Yes, ashley awesome!
Wednesday
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
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Smile, then mean it.
(: Hello fellow blog-stalkers! I'm currently a little drunk from laughing, since i just got back from Yanie's barbeque. It was awesome, of course. Maybe because those who were there are all those that i am comfortable being with, like Yanie, Aliah, Mai, Ata, Sheema, Asha, Alyssa, Rhyz, Hakim, Hakim's sister, and the parents. (Did i miss out anybody?) Well, it was fun, the whole night i've been mostly chit-chatting and had done pretty new things. I added Heuston's number to my phone for the first time, and so did he, (He put my name as WANTASTICO!) hahah, i argued with Rhyz, He said i can't spell, when i clearly can. He just has a hearing defection (HAHA proud cause baru habis buat science notes about hearing :P) I also went to Ata's house for the first time and gosh i envy her for having so many sports trophies. (I have none.) It was fun! Aunty Aieda was being a sweetheart for sending us (Aliah and I) Home. (: I feel sorry to nad for not being there.
Monday
Monday, January 25, 2010
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Smile
When I see you smile it feels like I'm falling, it's not for anybody else to know
The way your face could light the bitter dark of every street
In every town I'll ever go
Could it be that you and I have the greatest love to ever be
How could this have ever been before?
this is not for anybody else , not anybody else to know.
Saturday
Saturday, January 23, 2010
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Let it rain
Is it possible to feel extremely happy but sad at the same time, because that is how i am feeling at the moment, and also the whole day yesterday. It was really really really fun yesterday and it wasn't because of what Akmal thought (HE WAS WRONG!), i was happy because of a lot of things yesterday, and somehow that made me feel sad for myself, yes. self pittance. The day yesterday ended with rain, and for the first time i felt happy because of a rain. It was cold and windy, i got away from the crowd, and secretly kissed the rain, all my might. Nadia & Ata & Siti & Khairun thought i was weird for liking yesterday so much. I think the only reason i liked yesterday was because of the rain. Yeppido. (:
"YOUR FRIENDS KNOW ME BETTER THAN YOU DO."
Saturday, January 23, 2010
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Angels
"Remember to forget those who aren't worth your tears, and remember to remember those whom not have forgotten to make you smile again."
don't want to have anything to do with you anymore. Truthfully, no i don't want this to happen, but i'm guessing you'd be happy if i do.
Monday
Monday, January 18, 2010
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Watching you love someone else is hard enough.
Since i have gotten a baddd badd fever, and a cold, i think some kind of virus went inside of me, making me feel so refreshed but so tired at the same time. I am starting a new leaf now, leaving the past behind. Coming back from Port Dickson with exactly nothing to do except endure the bitter food (My tastebuds had gone wrong because of my cold -including my sanity-) I thought i'm going to really really change and now i mean it. No berfoya foya anymore.
I have deleted unimportant messages (Which means all), and all the unimportant numbers on my phone, but i can't seem to get rid of these thoughts in my mind. Please help me. I need to forget. :)
"I can't talk to you anymore. It's not because i hate you, but the more i get to know you, the more i know that i can't be with you."
Sunday
Sunday, January 17, 2010
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Losing sanity.
 Click for enlargement. All copyrights goes to Nuri Isfahana, one of the awesomenesterest person i've met. :) Go Nuri, be proud! Make pablo and schmooi proud of you! 
Wednesday
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
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Secrets are meant to be told
so go on and ask me a questions, create formspring and let's dig up some more secrets, anonymously, or if you'd rather tell who you are, then tell! xD Oh and follow me follow me, i'll follow you too, if i know you and if i am interested. -.- For the time being, i follow anyone . :O
Tuesday
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
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Hearts like ours.
Our hands began to tremble, as cold memories of love came back to me, i don't want to deny already. But, no matter how close we get, i know i cannot love you fully. i cannot think of you, because waiting for you is so difficult. I cannot endure this already. This love cannot be fulfilled. The name that i loved before, has become much more distant as i call it, and i want to keep it within me, i cannot love anyone but you, now that i realize it. Even the love that cannot be, is still called love.
Monday
Monday, January 11, 2010
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You appear just like a dream to me.
OMG MICHAEL BUBLE! *HEARTS* i know i've added his video of haven't met you yet in my blog, but i'm like starting to grow fond of it more and more!
So i just came back from Sunway to watch Sherlock Holmes, and yes. I love Sherlock and Watson. I love the movie,.
This week was full of awe, full of admiration, full of shocks and surprises. I can list all right now, I found out most juniors have a crush on Lukman xD, i found out that i love Akmal's way of speaking, his way of explaining everything and making me feel/sound/ look stupid. ;) I was also shocked (but at the same time pleased) that Shannon gave me a birthday present and for the first time Jie sheng complimented me ;) he said i'm hyper-active and fun xD And did you know that the movie Sherlock holmes is directed by Madonna's husband ? Yeahhh haha.
Anyway. That is all for now. You can't break a broken heart.
Sunday
Sunday, January 10, 2010
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Pathetically yours
We were young and times were easy, but i could see it's not the same. I'm standing here but you don't see me. I'd give it all for that to change. I'm standing out in the rain, i need to know if it's over, then i'd leave you alone.maybe i should give up.
Saturday
Saturday, January 09, 2010
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How nervous, i am. He has no clue, but no, i can't possibly fall for you.
Friday
Friday, January 08, 2010
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Disaster.
Over the sea and far away, she's waiting like an iceberg waiting to change. But she's cold inside, she wants to be like the water
All the muscles tighten in her face buries her soul in one embrace . They're one and the same just like water
The fire fades away, most of everyday is full of tired excuses but it's to hard to say.. I wish it were simple, but we give up easily. You're close enough to see that you're the other side of the world to me,.
On comes the panic light holding on with fingers and feelings alike but the time has come to move along
Can you help me? Can you let me go? And can you still love me when you can't see me anymore;
Friday, January 08, 2010
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Love
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! SO FAR SO GREAT! !
So i'll just wait till end of school to tell you the whole thing. promise.
Wednesday
Wednesday, January 06, 2010
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heh?
6th Jan :)
I could tell u anything at all, cause you never laugh at me. I didn't have to look before I fall cause u always catch me. Anything I did I had a friend. and u always had me and we made a pact until the end together we'd always be. I remember something everyday , I'm always quoting you; About the way we laugh for things u said because it's always so true everthing i dream for you,
But now I'm gone, ,tell me are you moving on, I'm living life, I'm feeling fine, and I got all that I wanted I rocked the world, with my girls, but we don't have it flaunted. But there's something that will always get me down why aren't u here with me now?
Love is like oxygen, you get too much you get too high, not enough then you're gonna die.
Monday
Monday, January 04, 2010
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Merry Memories
well happy new years to those who were forced to read this :) 2010, year of no fear. This year will be a bigger and better year, hopefully. So, today is not going to be about the future, really. i'm just gonna look back at the past few weeks, what i did this holiday! So BE PREPARED. Yes, take a pillow, sit in a comfy position, have some tea and read this. :) Oh i remember the first few weeks, i stayed at home. nothing to do. then ii went to my aunt's house with Kelly, Saf, Yani, Lisa, Dada and it was hella funny >_< Then we went to Perak, Safiyyah received 5As award.. and money! Then i also remember we went to Johor to visit Illyas, Aunty Shahira, Ayah Cor, Puteri. Went with Saf, OPAH :), Wancik, Ayah Lope, Wannyah. :) thenthen yeah it is kinda like a blur. i don't remember -.- oh well. just got back from Terengganu, stayed in Awana Kijal for about 3 days and we played a lot of stuff. Getting ready for school, but before that i have to watch all the videos in my subscribtion list on Youtube. tata.
Sunday
Sunday, January 03, 2010
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