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Take my breath away
If i had my way, i'd never get over you.

And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just wanna sit and stare at you.
I don't wanna talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just wanna cry in front of you.
I don't wanna talk about it
'Cause I'm in love with you.

So i got back from the tiring journey. Terengganu. It was fun, although i was tired of the long car - ride. I stole some glances at the sky and smiled to myself as if nothing happened and thought about some stuff. I also played sudoku hahahaha.

Faris was being so adorable. Hanis was being her usual self, Arif too. tomorrow is the start of school again, and somehow i feel a little excited to go to the torturing school.

It wasn't such a surprise, since i myself know why i wanted to go to school again.

PS ; I'm always the same, yet i'm different.

PPS ; i have a head ache, and i don't wanna talk about it.

Monday Monday, August 31, 2009 back to top?
Suju



I've seen the movies so many times now, heck, i even have the DVD <3>

I have the other version of them, live, which was hundred times cooler though, It was from Super Junior Super Show, i want it baaadly.




From what i know, Sungmin is either peter pan or robin hood, Umm.. Ryeowook is Harry potter, Ki Bum is dracula, Shindong is a.. stone man or caveman<-- whatever it is... Kangin is a clown, Si won is Zorro, Eunhyuk is Bruce Lee, Kyuhyun is an officer, Yesung is a chinese ghost or something, Hangkyung as Prince from Goong <3

And btw, in my opinion, Heechul is a perfect korean Jack Sparrow. Especially when he flips his hair rofl!

P/S: I lost the link and the tagboard. sorry.

Wednesday Wednesday, August 26, 2009 back to top?
Mr Coffee and Miss Hoppy

Hey, i have a new thing to talk about haha. The reason why i'nm practically dancing for joy? well, yeah i'm going to tell you what happened. Or "will" happen...

I'm going to get a new phone *hops around*

Seriously i think i'm fed up with my other phone. T-T

Now now. i have another story to tell. I had a dream. It was weird. Okay end of story. Ciao.

Monday Monday, August 24, 2009 back to top?
Merry Fairy Tales

Cinderella's on her bedroom floor
She's got a
Crush on the guy at the liquor store
Cause Mr. Charming don't come home anymore
And she forgets why she came here
Sleeping Beauty's in a foul mood
For shame she says
None for you dear prince, I'm tired today
I'd rather sleep my whole life away than have you keep me from dreaming

'cause I don't care for your fairytales
You're so worried about the maiden though you know
She's only waiting on the next best thing

Snow White is doing dishes again cause
What else can you do
With seven itty-bitty men?
Sends them to bed and calls up a friend
Says will you meet me at midnight?
The tall blonde lets out a cry of despair says
Would have cut it myself if I knew men could climb hair
I'll have to find another tower somewhere and keep away from the windows

Once upon a time in a faraway kingdom
Man made up a story said that I should believe him
Go and tell your white knight that he's handsome in hindsight
But I don't want the next best thing
So I sing and hold my head down and I break these walls round me
Can't take no more of your fairytale love

I don't care
Worry bout the maiden though you know
She's only waiting spent the whole life being graded on the sanctity of patience and a dumb
Appreciation
But the story needs some mending and a better happy ending
Cause I don't want the next best thing

I showed my story to Nina, You see. She liked it. Oh, i hpe everyone else will too i wonder how they will respond to it though.. there are too many secrets revealed in the story. i hope they don't mind some of my dearest confessions.

Friday Friday, August 21, 2009 back to top?
I am bored ebecause i am such a boring person

Ze Yen said my blog is boring... *CRIES*

PUAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAH

everyone said my blog is boring. *CRIES*

PAUAhAHAhAHAHAhAHaHAA

Thursday Thursday, August 20, 2009 back to top?
I cn't stop thinking about you.




Cadd9 G AM C
I wonder if you and your heart are ready to fall in love with me
And if you asked me to wait to say the same, then I can do with that.
And Ill be here for you when youre ready just to let you know.
But you have my heart already n I cant let you go

Am C G D
Clearly we have somethin special here
And I wont stop following my heart
Cause it got me this far and I love who you are

C G Am D
I cant stop thinkin bout ya
dont wanna be without ya
Youre what I look forward to
Each and every day
Every moment with you makes me feel so brand new
I just cant stop thinkin bout ya
I wanna let (strum pause) you know I love youuu

I just cant keep this to myself, I need let it out!
Boy you do something to me that makes me sing out loud
You seem like mr perfect - I needa tell you how I feel
And I dont know what you will say, but it feels so real.

Am C G D
Clearly we have somethin special here
And I wont stop following my heart
Cause it got me this far and I love who you are

C G Am D
I cant stop thinkin bout ya
dont wanna be without ya
Youre what I look forward to
Each and every day
Every moment with you makes me feel so brand new
I just cant stop thinkin bout ya
I wanna let (strum pause) you know I love youuu

BRIDGE
Em G D
And I met you just in time
No matter where I am youll be mine X2

C G Am D
I cant stop thinkin bout ya
dont wanna be without ya
Youre what I look forward to
Each and every day
Every moment with you makes me feel so brand new
I just cant stop thinkin bout ya
I wanna let (strum pause) you know I love youuu
X2

I love Lyssa Bernal. =.= She's so good. =.=

Thursday, August 20, 2009 back to top?
You heart connects to mine.

Baby I knew at once
That you were meant for me
Deep in my soul I know
That I'm your destiny
Though you're unsure
Why fight the tide
Don't think so much
Let your heart decide


Baby I see your future
And it's tied to mine
I look in your eyes
And see you searching for a sign
But you'll never fall
'Til you let go
Don't be so scared
Of what you don't know


True to your heart
You must be true to your heart
That's when the heavens will part
And baby shower you with my love
Open your eyes
Your heart can tell you no lies
And when you're true to your heart
I know it's gonna lead you straight to
me

You heart knows what's good for you.

Wednesday Wednesday, August 19, 2009 back to top?
Iloveyouagain.

I'm looking for a lover not a friend
Somebody who can be there
When I need someone to talk to
I'm looking for someone who won't pretend
Somebody not afraid to say the way they feel about you

And I'm looking for someone who understands how I feel,
Someone who can keep me real and who knows always
Baby I like to have you in my way
And I'm looking for someone who takes me there,
Wants to share, shows he cares
Thinking you're the one that I've been waiting for

Someone who appreciates that I'm there
Someone who listens
And someone I can call
Who isn't afraid of thought to share



After about a few reads from other people's blog, i was determined to write mine. It's nothing reallly, i just want to speak my mind.

After a few days, i finally got some words out from his mouth. He finally said something. I finally felt relieved.

they called him Gay?

Gays? i mean, are you seriously serious?

What do you know about gays?

-__-'

Moving on. -

I was psyched today, i do not know why, or what is the reason behind all the hyper and highness i've gotten through these few months, i guess i'm just always like that.

Ooh, Class friends. I'm getting along with almost all of them these past few months, so thank you very mcuh, but i'm actually a little pissed and i still am not satisfied with Kai Shun and Yong Jian. They refused to say hi to me for about hundreds of times now. Ooh bummer. But they are awesome. Yay, Ze Yen came again~ i kinda missed the E-News days when Ze Yen, Jason, Puteri, Kian boon and some other people would play along, except for Amir, Harry and Imran, they would make fun of us.

Speaking of Imran, He's moving away (silently dancing for joy) I pity Nass Though. She's in love, i tell you. I found out she's already a couple with him. But i don't mind. Both of them are tall~

Today, the theme was 'secrets', and yeah i've found out lots of secrets from Puteri. She told me about Izwan -Which you don't have to know about *wink*, and yeah. Puteri said it's true although i don't really think i want to believe that.

I've told her mine.

Well, some of it.

We've seen our class pictures today, btw. The 'informal' ones which we can do it free-style, my face got covered by Puan Parames's hand. i sat beside her since i was the penolong, but then she covered my face with her hand -__-

Well at least it's better than Deanna's problem. Her face was there, but he name wasn't printed on the photo... what luck.

N-e-ways i got to go now then. Have a beautiful night.

Kisses.


Tuesday Tuesday, August 18, 2009 back to top?
LOONG POST

This is Nabil. He's form two. And i am taller than him. HAHA -_-'

This is Nabil's sister, Ayah Mar's daughters. One from Cambridge (Kak Anis) and one i do not know and i shall ask my dad or my mom or my sister soon. -_-

This is family.

Jasmine <3
He's mine and i am his. Jehan <3
This is Julian and Jasmine. <3>

Me with Julia, Johan and also Julian.

And this is Jehan

Sunday Sunday, August 16, 2009 back to top?
Let the future pass, and don't let go.

You've got a face for a smile, you know
A shame you waste it
When youre breaking me slowly
but Ive got a world of chances, for you
Chances that you're burning through.

I've got a paper and pen
I go to write a goodbye
And thats when I know I've

Got a world of chances, for you
chances you were burning through

Hey, peeps
So today, like what Nuri had posted in her blog, i skipped a few classes because we wanted to do a card for Puan Foziah, it was fun but also tiring cause i had to go around everywhere.

Nabila as usual was being a nuisance :D haha! i knowi'm being mean but wha-te-ver. HAHHAHA

My stomache screams just when i look at you
cause you're so hypnotising
You've got me laughing while I sing
You've got me smiling in my sleep
And I can see this unravling
Your love is where im falling
But please dont catch me

I made chicken pie. But it wasn't nice at all puahaha. Oh yeah puteri wanted to do this choir, and she had to ask Puan Saramah and Puan Arni, and puan arni said that a teacher from Sesi pagi is incharge but she will try to help us, so hopefully we can perform. But then, if we do, puteri wanted to ask Luqman and me to be leads. =.= i never agreed to THAT

he's a pro. i am still an amateur.


And if this is love
Please don't break me
I'm giving up
So just catch me

Thursday Thursday, August 13, 2009 back to top?
Iloveseniorboys^^

So, i am supposed to get ready for school, but instead i'll blab here, alright?

It seems as if i'm starting to hate him. But that's the reason why i kept on trying to get his attention. cause he avoids me. =.= i know i sound deperate but that's howit goes.

Kak wai's fault also. sheesh.

This saturday maybe i'm coming and i'm so excited about it. there will be senior boys omg ahahahh! Maybe i'll see him? ;D

BBQ party! i'm excited to see them again! it feels so long from the wedding. I dontknow if we'll come to the bbq party but ihope so! and plus, it's BBQ!! meaning there's a lot of fooooooofofoood! *_* i am food crazy btw. PUAYAHAAJHA

Thursday, August 13, 2009 back to top?
121st post.


They'll try to stop the dream we're dreamin'
But they can't stop us from believing
They will fill your head with doubt
But that won't stop us now
So let them say we can't do it
Put up a road block
We'll just run right through it.. Cause...

We can, do the impossible
We have the power in our hands
And we won't stop 'cause we've got
To make a difference in this life
With one voice, one heart, two hands, we can

They say the odds are stacked against us
But that can't hold us back, we will be relentless
There's a voice they're gonna hear
A voice so loud and clear
So let them say we can't do it, give us a mountain,
and we're gonna move it.. cause..

We're gonna make a change today (make a change today)
Because we've got the faith it takes
To win this race, so let them say we can't do it
Put up a road block
And we'll just run right through it cuz..

I can (oh I can)
Do the impossible (do the impossible)
I have the power in my hands, and I won't stop
Cause I've got to make a difference in this life
With my one voice, one heart, two hands, we can

I want to make a difference in my life. And this time i mean it. this is all because of legally blonde 2, shucks.

Wednesday Wednesday, August 12, 2009 back to top?
Starving.

Just a little heads up to eveyone so people won't steal them away from me.

Super Junior (other than Shindong and Yesung) *my fave is Kyuhyun and Si Won*
, DBSK(other than micky) *fave is changmin and jae and xiah* ,
2PM (other than Junsu) *my fave is wooyoung and JB*,
Big Bang (especially TOP and Taeyang)
, also Kim Bum,
and Haejin

THEY ARE MINE

Wednesday, August 12, 2009 back to top?
:D

hey freaks!
there are reasons why i said yesterday was a fine day. Don't ask me what the reason is, you know i wouldn't tell you. Fine, i'll tell you. only a little :P

i had a dream.

It was awhsum.

1cyber rocks btw. More than amigas *wink*

Wednesday, August 12, 2009 back to top?
why

yes,it's one in the morning.
and i don't know why,
but i don't want to sleep tonight.

maybe it's you, your little thoughts that had connect to mine,
it made me dizzy,
and made me wonder for a little while

you're sorta
kinda
basically
pretty much
always on my mind

Saturday Saturday, August 08, 2009 back to top?
This is conspiracy!

Jae, i love you. both of you Jaes. Oh yeah, by the way, Nuri, the song in my blog is for you, since you like it so much hehe. i had so much fun today even though there isn't any PJ going on. We stayed in 1visto class and complained about the teacher and the person in front of us, also Nabila rofl.

Nuri and i 'acted' as if we were ahjummas, or as you call it, aunts or moms. which was seriously fun. Also, i am very very relieved now that i have passed up my KH work and all. But i don't think i did well in Geo though.

I love you.
Wantastic.

Friday Friday, August 07, 2009 back to top?
<3

I don't know but
I think I maybe
Fallin' for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should
Keep this to myself
Waiting 'til I
Know you better

I am trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I'm scared of what you'll say
So I'm hiding what I'm feeling
But I'm tired of
Holding this inside my head

I've been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don't know where to
I think I'm fallin' for you
I've been waiting all my life
And now I found ya
I don't know where to
I think I'm fallin' for you
I'm fallin' for you

As I'm standing here
And you hold my hand
Pull me towards you
And we start to dance
All around us
I see nobody
Here in silence
It's just you and me

I'm trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I'm scared of what you'll say
So I'm hiding what I'm feeling
But I'm tired of
Holding this inside my head

I've been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don't know where to
I think I'm fallin' for you
I've been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don't know where to
I think I'm fallin' for you
I'm fallin' for you

Oh I just can't take it
My heart is racing
The emotions keep spinning out

I've been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don't know where to
I think I'm fallin' for you
I've been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don't know where to
I think I'm fallin' for you
I'm fallin' for you
I think I'm fallin' for you

I can't stop thinking about it
I want you all around me
And now I just can't hide it
I think I'm fallin' for you (x2)

I'm fallin' for you

Ooohhh
Oh no no
Oooooohhh
Oh I'm fallin' for you



i don't know why, but yeah Puteri is right. the song is really nice. XD and it has something to do with someone. OMG i am spazzing over here right now gosh.


Thursday Thursday, August 06, 2009 back to top?
Snake and Ladders

alright, since Exam's finally overr, those up there are the things i definitely want to do. Scratch the "go crazy part" cause that's already been done! xD

I don't want to receive my results today. Not ever. Mama is going to kill me.

Thursday, August 06, 2009 back to top?



And i hope Mama doesn't read my blog. Or Kak Najah, or Kak Jannah, or kak Wai, or Anyone at all, including ayah. but i have nothing to worry about right?

Wednesday Wednesday, August 05, 2009 back to top?
She is all i need.

Someone, please sing this for me...;

I've been beaten down, I've been kicked around, But she takes it all for me.And I lost my faith, in my darkest days, But she makes me want to believe.They call her love, love, love, love, love. They call her love, love, love, love, love.She is Love and she's all I need.She's all I need.Well I had my ways, they were all in vain, But she waited patiently.It was all the same, all my pride and shame, And she put me on my feet.

-parachute VA - she is all i need

1. I think I want to really say the truth now.

I know it sounds as if all these times I was lying. Yes, I was. Maybe because I’m scared that things will change when I start telling the truth. It wasn’t that long since I have talked about this, about my future.


2. it's a future that will never happen.

Have you ever felt like, all that you do seems wrong when you are facing someone?

3. It feels that way when I’m in front of my family. I don’t laugh or smile like what I would do in school.

Is the real me come out when I’m at home or when I’m with my friends?

I wonder.

4. Maybe I’m fake at school. The laughs I share, all the insincerities, all the dying eyes, that tries to shine.

5. Maybe I’m fake at home. Maybe the real me, is the out going one, but at home, I would take care and try to do my best in everything.

6. I wanted to choose a way, a certain way. But I know I cannot.

7. It’s not just about my parents. It’s not just about my feelings. It’s about their feelings.

8. Everyday, a frown or maybe tears would be shown in my face, silently. When no one can see. Maybe that is why I’m active in the internet. It’s because I can see the outside world.

9. I think I like someone. I don’t know. When he passes by, I would get all giddy. But when he’s not there, I wish he would.

10. I always daydream. I hear sad songs and imagine me singing them in front of people.

11. I make stories, hoping that my own life would be just like it.

12. I’m not scared, just afraid of being scared

Tuesday Tuesday, August 04, 2009 back to top?
p a t h e t i c

Hey awesome people.
I am excited. cause i'm the only one in niki's link that got the "(X" thing. even though i didn't get a heart, but it's understandable, and i don't mind at all ^^

Yeah, i made a collab with a fantastic friend slash absolute twinnie, Efelle. She's right here beside me, wanting me to write it down. Pft.

we changed the link into www.bloggspotdotcom.blogspot.com so mind checking that out?

Exam is near baby, it was just like yesterday when i had that stupid first exam i had when i jst got back from Japan. =.=

quote of the day:
A secret makes a woman a mystery.

Saturday Saturday, August 01, 2009 back to top?
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