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Hey, this is Wan Ruqaiyah Nurminnurain's horrible page of boredom, emoness, happiness, memories, randomness.
You'll die here, because everything written here will eat you up, makes you think, and will break your heart.
Sincerely. :)
I'm 14 years old. Lives somewhere in Subang Jaya. I'm bipolar. Sometimes, too-hyped up, sometimes, too-emotional.
I have great friends and family. I like doing too many things.. I like cooking, baking, writing
stories, songs, singing, drawing, decorating, making things pretty, i like making a fool out of myself, i like acting, talking, crying without a reason.
and i get fascinated by things a lot. even little things
i shouldnt bother to fascinate about. Everything is wrong with me. ;P I'm self-absorbed, lazy, always hungry,
and i like trying new things and i like changes. I'm not constant. I'm persistent, and sometimes lucky. I'm impatient, dramaqueen, greedy and FAT. I like having
things my way sometimes. SOMETIMES. very straightforward, but dishonest. And i try to be friendly, so go on and say hi. :)
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hi, you. navigations on the left, yeah you know what to do. ;)
Hey, this is Wan Ruqaiyah Nurminnurain's horrible page of boredom, emoness, happiness, memories, randomness.
You'll die here, because everything written here will eat you up, makes you think, and will break your heart.
Sincerely. :)
Maybe we'll go down as crazy , with a white flag sailing above it all breakthrough , when I lay beside you that's the moment I knew after all
I was an island , you were the raging sea turning and breaking over the state of me. I was a fallout impassibility. Oh, these lights how they burn for me
Maybe you're the reason that I can't breathe but, if I drown I know you'll save me tell me now
And even though I know you stray , I'll never give my heart away I'll follow you we're going down You know I'll run this love aground Don't go, I can feel your heart it beats so and when you're close I'm moving real slow show me how
But things just gets so crazy living life gets hard to do, I'd gladly hit the road, get up and go if i knew, that someday it would lead me back to you. Sway back and forth like branches in a storm, change of weather still together when it ends
I can't remember if it's panophobia, or ponaphobia or whatever, but it means fear of everything.
I'm currently addicted to - All I Need by Alyssa Bernal and, saying Happy Birthday to random people. I'm going off to school, if there are anything interesting to say, i'd come back and edit this. Byebye.
I wonder if you and your heart are ready to fall in love with me And if you asked me to wait to say the same, then I can do with that. And Ill be here for you when youre ready just to let you know. But you have my heart already n I cant let you go
I love you more than you ever know, i love you more than you could ever see, more than my heart could ever show, i love you more than you'll ever know.
So despite the fact that i'm a lazybum and i should be doing homework, i actually am obsessed over Sony Vegas 9.0 For real. I am obsessed. Everytime i turn on thie computer, I would click on MSN, Google Chrome, Sony Vegas 9, Photoshop CS4, and on google chrome i'd open up Google, Myspace, Facebook, Youtube, MY HEART, Dafont, Blogspot, Blogskins, AIWID, RW, Twitter, and if im happy enough, Formspring.
Oh did i mention i love photoshop too? Okay honesly, both photoshop and SV are giving me headaches, and i think my hair is about to fall, and it'd give me deeper eyebags, but who the heaven cares right. And i keep on downloading stuff, like fonts. People might stare at me and say "Why do you download fonts?" But actually fonts are awesome.
I'm not the only one going insane. This computer is too,.
Today we watched Valentine's day, it was fine i guess, maybe i liked it because of the whole enthusiastic audience, or maybe because of the casts that i've known from other movies. But over all it was a very sweet , funny movie. Definitely worth watching. If i had to rate it , i'd say 7.5/10? maybe? Well, it's in the matter of opinion. it's PG 13, so yeah. Anne Hathaway, Ashton Kutcher, Jennifer Garner, Julia Roberts, are very good actors and actresses. The others are too. The movie is quite predictable, very lovey-dovey ish. But, it's valentines day, what do you expect right? (:
And actually i have to admit, i do like Taylor Swift's acting. Especially the scene on the elevator with Jennifer Garner. She was that innocent bimbo-ish girl. HAHA.
I won't want to spoil the whole thing for you. So go see it yourself! Taylor Lautner was also cute in the movie. Seriously, i don't take him as "Hot", he's just plain cute! (: Both of them looked seriously cute in the movie.
And and, the actors and actresses are very good looking HEHEHE. i have crushes on most of the guys in the movie. HAHAHAHAHA.
On GOSH! Help me, Justin Bieber's song "Baby", is stuck in my head =.= I'm not a hater, i'm not a lover. But HAHAHA, of all songs, it must be that song. XD
Nothing escaped from my mouth that much today, except on the end of Ikea Journey, when i was speaking in an unknown accent. Yeap. Good times, good times. I realize this, that i've always wanted a childish room of my own. It's so cute! (:
I don't know what else to write. All of my ideas are crappy, and my mind is full of blank thoughts. There aren't many to say now.
Well, i've got home. =.= and um, if you ever want to watch Valentines Day Movie, please do count me in. I'm desperate, i want a breathe of fresh sunway air and watch movies with friends again. Plus, i heard the movie is awesome.
I NEED to STUDY, because exam is drawing itself nearer. Sigh. I also need to sleep. So till then, bye.
You by the light, is the greatest find. In a world full wrong you're the thing that's right. Finally made it through the lonely to the other side. You said it again my heart's in motion every word feels like a shooting star. I'm at the edge of my emotions,watching the shadows burning in the dark, And I'm in love and I'm terrified.for the first time in the last time in my only life.
This could be good, it's already better than last. And nothing is worse than knowing you're holding back. I could be all that you needed, if you let me try.
I've been in love with the song since Didi Benami sang it, listened to the original, loved it too, listened to the person who actually wrote it, love the song even more/
Kara dioguardi is a good songwriter, so far i've listened to some of the songs she wrote and i definitely love it,
All i know is , she wrote the song Taking Chances by Celine Dion, To Be With You by David Archuleta, a Pink song -.- and um, Good Girls Go Bad is also written by her, if im not mistaken.
unbelievable? Think again. Why would she be in American Idol if she aint good? -.-
I was born in the arms of imaginary friends, Free to roam, made a home out of everywhere I've been. Then you come crashing in, like the realest thing trying my best to understand all that your love can bring
Oh half of my heart's got a grip on the situation, while half of my heart takes time. Half of my heart's got a right mind to tell you That I can't keep loving you with half of my heart TuesdayTuesday, February 09, 2010back to top?
does this darkness have a name?
this cruelty, and this hatred,
how did it find us?
did it steal into our lives until we seek them out and embrace it?
what happened to us?
that we now send young children to the world like we send young men to wars....
hoping for their safe return but knowing that some will be lost along the way.
Yes, Armour was friggin awesome. (: We won 2nd place!
Anyway, i came to school early with Mai and Nad, i went upstairs to bilik kaunseling to find amira, Yuen and a few of other people getting ready for the perbarisan. They wore a hula, flower, and all those stuff, and with Lukman's glitter thing for the hair, WE SHONE! xD We all went downstairs, i was still helping, and it was darn tiring, walking around here and there. But it was worth it. Bluster's performance was awesome. (:
Then, me and Lukman had to explain the theme for the khemah, and we said random stuff, like "Kitorang pentingkan alam, nature." and "Because of all the natural stuff we have here, the khemah seems much cooler than any other khemah, and it's much calmer here. When the armours need a rest, they'd come here and find themselves relaxed." and the judges agreed. THEY TOLD US WE MAKE A GREAT TEAM, yeahhhh! hahaha. If Amira was there it could have been much better, Lukman talked a lot. Then i started talking. hahaha. The Wans did a lot ;) We won second for best khemah.
Then, i saw QASRINA i miss here terribly, anyway, i saw her and she was pretttyyy as usual. I walked around with her, making everyone jealous cause she's MINE MUHAHEHOHA! I introduced her to everyone that i know (Literally), and we ate Pizza together with Nuri, Harry, Amir! Puteri went home early, sooo
Anyway
Penyampaian hadiah was the best part of all, Armour's khemah was right beside Norton's, and it was so freaking awesome when we all were arguing on who won and who didn't. Norton vs. Armour, funny. Especially when Azman and Akmal was booing us, and we were booing them.
Armour bersemangat, "OHANA MEANS FAMILY, FAMILY MEANS NO ONE GETS LEFT BEHIND",
I was not looking for arty farty love, I wanted someone to love completely , Someone more than weekly
I was looking for a decent boy, For a tender glance For a safety dance
The wuthering heights and the stormy nights, You give me ten thousand nights of thunder But I will give them all back to you 'cause you're so ooh (Doo doo doo) So ahh (Doo doo doo) So cool
You came like a thief in the night and stole my heart , Ooh Like a solitude erasure, Like an elevator And I know we'd do anything for love
And it is you and me, For all eternity
Baby Baby you're irresistible and I'm insatiable, Yeah Love is an ocean of sweet emotion
Oh yeah you look at me, When my baby is taking my hand and we're walking and talking . And my parents, they don't wanna see me. My friends say I'm uncool but I let love rule
oh yeah it's just because ,i'm crazy in love crazy in love oh yeah it's just because i'm crazy in love crazy in love
Don't you touch my boyfriend He's not your boyfriend He's mine Don't you touch my boyfriend , He's not your boyfriend He's mine
Oh Yeah we run away from private eyes,to privacy, my boy and me.
This boy really drives you mad And you know that ain't bad, oh yeahYou'll love him till you die
This is going to be a post about Lukman's party. Gawd, where do i start? Hmm.
As we arrived there, i called Lukman and his dad answered, he told us where to go. We were kind of lost at first, but we managed to find it. It was hella awesome. o.o The same place for Jamuan Pengawas Tahun 6, but it looked much better with the balloons and decorated tables. So, we took a seat, aliah and i went to the ladies' room because we were worrying about how we looked LOL!
The party started and everyone stood up to take foods and all. I ate Mushroom soup! xD
The whole day was filled with taking pictures, and everyone was enjoying it. Lukman sang "Makin Jelas" by Hafiz and "Save The Last Dance For Me" by Michael Buble. It was enjoyable. I need to thank Amon for holding my vidcam for me as i went to dance. Humiliating part was, they were all pushing me towards the 'singer', -.- I hated them for that. Well i danced with YANIE! she's my best dance partner, i remember we danced at her party, the song "You Belong with Me." by Taylor Swift. Lol.
I was humiliated, the whole day. a lot of people were wearing hats lol. (: I was entertained by almost everyone, so i do thank them for that. Akmal was being... well, Akmal. He ate melted ice creams just to avoid being chosen for games. The only game he entered was the Mummy challenge. He won. I was the third. Azman too, was being himself. Aziq and Siti AHEMMMM xD. Khairun was a darling! Yanie & Aliah , groovy chics ;) Mai was a little quiet, Amira and i were like soulmates there! xD Kan kan amira? Ata was my date, so was Nana :) Haha, but Nana nak dua orang. One with me, and another with Aina. Lukman was busy with *wink wink, Amalina was quiet. umm, Daniel felt awkward since he was the only form 3 there. I bullied the Hafizes! haha, it was funnyyyy!
Well over all, it was fun, but i WISH i could turn back time, undo the humiliations so i could live and breathe again.
Oh I know that the music's fine, kike sparkling wine,go and have your fun. Laugh and sing,but while we're apart, don't give your heart to anyone but don't forget who's takin' you home and in whose arms you're gonna be, So darlin' save the last dance for me
