Synchronized Air Traffic
I opened my eyes last night and saw you in the low light walking down by the bay, on the shore, staring up at the planes that aren’t there anymore. I was feeling the night grow old and you were looking so cold. Like an introvert, I drew my over shirt around my arms and began to shiver violently before you happened to look and see the tunnels all around me running into the dark underground all the subways around create a great sound. To my motion fatigue: farewell
with your ear to a seashell you can hear the waves in underwater caves as if you actually were inside a saltwater room
Time together isn't ever quite enough , When you and I are alone, I’ve never felt so at home. What will it take to make or break this hint of love?
We need time, only time
When we're apart, whatever are you thinking of?
If this is what I call home, why does it feel so alone?
So tell me darling, do you wish we'd fall in love?
All the time,
And i am going to tell you what happened at Siti Atikah's house in a more longer and defined way. I wrote them yesterday night when there were no internet connection, and i got bored so i wrote it down hastily cause i was feeling so tired and sleepy.
Here goes ;
It's october again, leaves are falling down, one more year's come and gone, and nothing's changed at all, was it I, supposed to be someone who face the things that i've been running from, let me feel, i don't care if i break down, let me fall, even if i hit the ground and if i , cry a little, die a little at least i know i lived, just a little, i've become mch to be good to be invisible, i am an expert at play it safe and keep it cool, but i swear this isn't who i meant to be, i refuse to let my life roll over me,
I wanna be, somebody, i wanna be somebody who can face the things that i've been running from.
Today, unlike any usual days, it was more epic, more meaningful. I don't know how else to say it. As I approached quietly, and awkwardly towards the house, with nervous but a rush of excitement
went through my veins, making me smile a little awkwardly for a little while and i was glad i came with Aina. The first group of people I saw was the quiet amiga guys plus Lukman, and then i turned my view towards the hostess, Siti.
Then I began to smile as i saw my awesome best friend, Yanie. She was wearing a striped shirt, with jeans, and i must say she looked fabulous. Yes, it went awkward again after Yanie left
with Hafiz. I decided to wait patiently for Aliah and Nadiana and Mai, but they were still on the way, so i walked towards a nearby park, it was beautiful, but lonesome since i was walking alone haha.
Then, as usual, Nass's loud voice was heard from the other side of the park, and i saw Amira, Ayu, Jillian, Yuen Min, Nass and another girl. With modesty we complimented each other's outfits, and I adore Nass's
and Amira's.
We went back to Siti's house, and a lot more people were there. I sat with the guys and Aina, nodding and smiling all the time. Soon, i could see the MyVi, and i was sure it was them, and i was correct! Aliah and Nadiana looked like identical sisters with the same type of white shirt and big black belts. Mai on the other hand was wearing a white shirt and black selendang. Then i suddenly felt a little left out, wearing a white and purplish, bluish, pinkish baju kurung whereas they were wearing casual retro outfits. But, they could not be compared to what Siti was wearing, vintage grey top, and a black silk dress underneath.
After a few minutes of greeting each other, we went and sit down where everyone else was sitting. It was fun, chatting with them although it was still awkward for me, truthfully. We took loads of pictures together, and i feel a little bad about joining in a picture where it was supposed to be only for the amigos. :D
Amira and the others went back to the Park, but I stayed at the table, where Aliah and Nadiana and Mai and Hasheema and Lukman was sitting. Aliah was sitting next to Lukman and asked him
"How is Aunty?"
"Oh , okay." he replied. Aliah, without hesitation, asked again,
"How about Uncle? the house?" she laughed.
"Semua okay okay je." He laughed.
Then the threesome left me, but i didnt leave, I didn't even realize, but thank god Hasheema was there. But then Natasha called Hasheema, so we were left alone at the table (nothing happened, i promise), I didn't want it to be all awkward, so i broke the silence
"How is your parents?" I asked, but in my head i was asking myself why i was asking him that, since Aliah already asked that question.
"Diorang okay." was all that he said. I nodded, and tried once again. "Did they say anything?"
"Tak."
Then Nass came, "Korang ni ada masalah keluarga ke? Kenapa duduk jauh sangat?" She joked. But, it wasn't a joke to me, i glared at her, and so she said "Sorry sorry! Wan, you ada credit tak, can you send me 5 ringgit i bayar balik."
Being a great friend (HEHEHE), i gave her the five ringgit. And she payed me back. Nass left right after Aliah and the two others came back.
Truthfully i hanged around a lot with Aziq that night. Aliah, being his 'honey', was jealous, HAHAHAHAHHAA, but i promise it was nothing. We all went to the park (I swear almost everyone was there.) And we played near the pool, some dipped their feet in there, and some took pictures. Being as childish as i am, i played on the seesaw and the horsie which i called shadowfax. I then was bullied by Luqman (standard 5) HAHA, too bad Jaddid wasn't there.
Did i mention Daniel came with Anisah and Firdaus. HAHA we bullied Amira and Daniel. Right after Daniel arrived we took pictures of both of them together, so sweet! But yeah the whole time they were together they looked so sweet! Like i always say, i don't care how people say they love another person. It is how they show it. And boy, did they both show it! HHA, Amira was always so nervous, they were blushing, but enjoying it.
Anyway, i was scared to death by Danial and Fadhil about 7 times, they hid near the bushes and scared me, really. The others were shocked too, but both of them laughed and said that they scared me the most, like for 7 times!! 7!!
Then at the park we went running down the slope (more like a hill to me and it was STEEP!) , barefooted, we ran down and went up again. After i got tired, I asked Firdaus too take picture of Aina and I :) But hahaha he was being a baaaddd photographer!! XD always blurry. we had to re-take the picture about 4 or 5 times.
Oh yeah, i forgot to CHOKE Mai to death about making me go to the drink section ON PURPOSE just because Lukman was there.
Then we all went inside Siti's house, took more picture, and chatted with Aziq, and went to the "Boys room" that was supposedly to be the solat room, but they did something else there, God knows what =.=
Then we went to see Siti's room, and the living room, where Aziq and I played the "Pool Ball", and tell each other's fortune HAHA. It was fun.
"Aliah suka Aziq tak?" and i shook the ball, and it says "As I see it, yes."
"Aziq suka Aliah tak?" i shook it again, "Very Doubtful."
"Aziq suka Nadiana tak?" I shook it, and the answer was "Yes."
Aziq snatched the thing away and asked it "Are 'we' meant for each other?" and it says "yes."
I asked him who was the "we" but he shook his head and said "Awh, you know.."
I don't know, Aziq!!
I chatted with Siti for a while, we talked about Wuthering Heights, Pride and Prejudice and some other classic books, it's nice to know we have some things in common. In the end, we all got back home and I saw Aunty!! and Uncle (Lukman's parents) but i don't think they saw me. hahaha. Did i mention that they are really nice?
Anyway, remind me to ask pictures from Ayu, haha, i wanna put the pictures of me and Aziq as a default to my myspace. Also, remind me to kill my phone. It was being so fussy. Other than that, i need to remind myself not to be too clingy around K. Then it would be a misunderstanding if i do so.
Ciaos.
Sorry this post is just too long.
And before i slept, i read Mickey Mouse's book about Numbers from 1 to 10.
Cheer up and dry your damp eyes and tell me when it rains
And I'll blend up that rainbow above you and shoot it through your veins
Cuz your heart has a lack of color and we should've known
That we'd grow up sooner or later cuz we wasted all our free time alone
Monday
Monday, October 19, 2009
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