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Hey, this is Wan Ruqaiyah Nurminnurain's horrible page of boredom, emoness, happiness, memories, randomness. You'll die here, because everything written here will eat you up, makes you think, and will break your heart. Sincerely. :)

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Take my breath away

She is all i need.

Someone, please sing this for me...;

I've been beaten down, I've been kicked around, But she takes it all for me.And I lost my faith, in my darkest days, But she makes me want to believe.They call her love, love, love, love, love. They call her love, love, love, love, love.She is Love and she's all I need.She's all I need.Well I had my ways, they were all in vain, But she waited patiently.It was all the same, all my pride and shame, And she put me on my feet.

-parachute VA - she is all i need

1. I think I want to really say the truth now.

I know it sounds as if all these times I was lying. Yes, I was. Maybe because I’m scared that things will change when I start telling the truth. It wasn’t that long since I have talked about this, about my future.

2. it's a future that will never happen.

Have you ever felt like, all that you do seems wrong when you are facing someone?

3. It feels that way when I’m in front of my family. I don’t laugh or smile like what I would do in school.

Is the real me come out when I’m at home or when I’m with my friends?

I wonder.

4. Maybe I’m fake at school. The laughs I share, all the insincerities, all the dying eyes, that tries to shine.

5. Maybe I’m fake at home. Maybe the real me, is the out going one, but at home, I would take care and try to do my best in everything.

6. I wanted to choose a way, a certain way. But I know I cannot.

7. It’s not just about my parents. It’s not just about my feelings. It’s about their feelings.

8. Everyday, a frown or maybe tears would be shown in my face, silently. When no one can see. Maybe that is why I’m active in the internet. It’s because I can see the outside world.

9. I think I like someone. I don’t know. When he passes by, I would get all giddy. But when he’s not there, I wish he would.

10. I always daydream. I hear sad songs and imagine me singing them in front of people.

11. I make stories, hoping that my own life would be just like it.

12. I’m not scared, just afraid of being scared

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