you told me you love me.
oh hello.
i am now, in front of this slow dumb old computer. believe me, it's nothing to be ashamed of. it's just that, i don't really love it, as i would to other brand new laptops. so i guess, i have to earn it. i have to do my best and get straight A's in the next exam so that i can have one. oh yes, it's hard, all right. but also tempting.
FDMA (Family Day Maasom Akidah) went really well, i guess. i just loved the part where i don't have to pretend or try my best being someone else. they're all gila, just like me. i guess the craziness in me just runs in the family.
i got close to lots of people. and for a second there, i knew why i love my family so much.
and so, big huge crisis here. school. i got busier and busier by day. i mean, it's so hard being with people who i don't seem to know whether they like me or not. like i said, i have topretend being someone else.
perhaps, i'm just over reacting. but no. i shrivelled in disgust as i walk past people who fake a smile infront of me. but in real life, they just want to tear me up into pieces.
maybe, i deserved to. but what the hey!
it's their fault i'm like this. and i can't be whatever they want me to be.
WANPLASTICO.
i mean,
WANTASTICO
Wednesday
Wednesday, May 06, 2009
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