what a small world

hello. i just made a promise with myself. i'd like myself to not care about her anymore, yes, she reminds me of someone. and i think, by the way she writes made me wow her more. she knew people i knew and mostly, the thing about her that made me wow her is she doesn't know me. oh yeah. so i've been lonely and alone, and i don't like it. diorang dh busybusy. like i used to say, busier than bees.

last time i used to kill time by watching you are my destiny or post blogs or write more stories. (that reminds me, i haven't finish my latest). but i skipped you are my destiny to the last episode, and so i know i've ruined my mood and i don;t think i'm able to watch it. post blogs? i'm doing it now and i don't think it's working since im writing about it. write more stories? i tried, honestly, i tried and i think writing stories tht are related to me doesn't work either. and if i chat with other people pun it's not like they always online. so all these problems are getting on my nerves, no, everything is getting on my nerves. everything. the fact i have to study alone, the fact kak wai always play the comp at night and so i haven't been able to chat with my friends since they balik pun malam. the fact that i am getting lazier and lazier each day and the fact that i'm not good enough.

i've been viewing lots of other people's blog and btw, some of them are seriously awesome at writing stuffs.

oh yeah, i smell jealousy too. and he said jealousy kills. and he said i always get jealous. humph, his 'know-it-all' thinking get on my nerves too.

:( so if you have any idea to give me and tell me what i can do on my free time, contact me ASAP.

i'd be jolly glad to do it. i think.
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