I told you a few months back that i have prepared some words for you, though i must admit sadly that i do not recall where i have saved those words, i do now have something else to say. I may have upset you the way you have upset me, but that is the way it always it. Both of us have many things in common that we both do not dare to admit in ourselves. We hide our feelings and we are like in masquerades, hiding our true selves. We may be too honest sometimes, and we may hide what we shouldn't. I must carry on to the point of this post. The reason why i have not treat you so well these past few days was because of my own selfish reasons. And that was why i was too ashamed to tell everyone about it. I only told those i truly trust most, and would understand if they were in my situation. I thank dearly to Puteri for being the first to talk to me when i cried my eyeballs off, and to Aida, the one who tried her hardest to make the situation better, and being there when i wasn't for her. Amira, for understanding so much. Lukman, for concerning, and i need to thank Akmal and Azman too, for being such a whiny meanie. Back to where we started, the reason for why i was mad will not be told here, but if i'm ready i'd tell you face to face. Like i said, you know me better than anyone else, so you should understand why i need a break from all of this. I must say i feel really bad about this, and everytime i can't stop getting my mind off of these argument, but you don't seem to care, you seem like you're having a jolly good time without me. I told Mai that we will eventually be friends again, in fact i'm sure of it. But in the meantime, take this as a vacation until both of us are ready to put back our masks on and enjoy this masquerade.

P/s: Today was a horrible day for me. Hope you're happy.

PPS; if you are not happy or if you're dissatisfied about my choice, you simply don't get me. And if you don't get me at this point, then i doubt that you ever will.