Green, Yellow,
Autumn has come through the wind
The smell of the autumn has come so suddenly
And is making these times stumble
The high and blue sky
It’s so clear that my eyes are chilled
It keeps bringing tears to my eyes
Even looking at the sky makes me tear up
This 2009 autumn…
Hm, i don't feel like writing yesterday even though Kak Wai gave me the laptop, but i slept through the whole night since i cried too much yesterday night. It wasn't anyone's fault cause i don't know whose fault it is. Now, the person who did all this is asking for forgiveness.
The thing is, Jay left, you see. Without a warning, as i got home from school, i thought he was going to stay.. my last post said that he's staying but he's not. He made his decision and he left, at 5 PM.
Yes, i was still at school and i didn't know a thing. I didn't even get to say bye or to even see him yesterday.
i cried again. kak Wai said her friend's friend is in ICU yesterday because she tried to kill herself.
Woo fainted yesterday at the airport when Jay was leaving.
I know this all seemed so fast. this all happened yesterday.
eighth of September, is a day to remember.
And now it's 9th of 9 of 2009. it's supposed to be a great day for the sones. but i don't feel anything anymore. Efelle thinks soo too.
Jay said he's coming back.
I'll wait for him.
Wednesday
Wednesday, September 09, 2009
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